mr_rick

I'm Forest, Forest Gump...


well i just watched the movie, and damn i read too much into things sometimes. his estranged relationship with jenny hits way too close to home for me. "jenny" has come and gone in my life so many times, has told me she loved me, said im the only friend who has stuck by her and overall just followed the movie script to a t. i wish i could forget her, but for some reason shes always on my mind. ive been nothing but supportive, helped financially at times, was there for her when her father died, gave her a place to stay when she had her surgeries while living out of town, have never said a word about her chosen profession and just been there for her whenever i was needed. but yet i still get the short end and still think about her a lot. she means a lot for me, ive seen the side of her she hides. i know her deeper than most, but why she cant see me is a mystery. a mystery that hurts everyday. shes even deleated me on myspace...guess i should get the hint, but i know theres something there, she knows it too. maybe she will read this and talk to me...but knowing her shell, im not going to get my hopes up. shes tough, on her self and others, she has a right to. but i hope she knows theres someone who sees through that, and will always be there in the end.