mr_geek

well i feel like an asshole to day for some reason me being away from my wife and my son is starting to get to me i love them a lot. i just keep fighting with my wife and do not know why i love her and she means so much to me her and my son are my hole life. i really do not know where i would be with out them. they are the hole reason i am doing the one job that make me feel good about myself and make me feel need and allows me to teach people the things that i know. my wife and my son have to give up so much because of the job that i have. the fact is that i know that it is hard for my wife and i know with all of my heart that she loves me and cares for me and i think that with the fact that i am be an asshole i am going to lose the one thing other then my job that i know that i care more then anything for. you know i am not a very tell all my feeling but i think that me starting to write on here my help with that.
well guys i am sorry that i am just going on and on but this is something that i need to get off my chest and i hope that everyone that read this will not think to bad of me.