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Thursday Aug 18, 2005

Aug 18, 2005
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I just noticed that one of my friends off my friends list is gone. She used to be Maurauder but had changed her name in the last few months. That's the embarrassing part. I can't remember what the name change was.

It looks from the Maurauder entry she's gone anonymous.

I'm not a guy that collects friends. I think I've had 12 at my highest point. A couple dumped me off because of my general lack of board activity. One dissappeared after I had posted a play I had written... whether it was the play or just random timing, I know not. People don't usually tell you.

It's my own fault, really.

For the girl that was Maurauder, here was (is) this beautiful, intelligent woman... and I hardly ever commented in her journal... certainly never struck up enough conversation to know her real name. And, I can't even remember her name change.

Totally my bad.

It's a shame, because she seemed very cool. And, it's a shame that sometimes I let myself be intimidated to a level of shyness that does no one any good.

Yes, I am normally shy... part of the reason for the lack of internet friends. And, real friends, really.

Don't worry, I have some. I just don't have bunches. I'm not a crowd pleaser. I've talked about this before. The friends list thing.

What I really wanted to say is simply that I miss the girl that used to be Maurauder and I wish I had gotten to know her better.

Or even remembered her new name.
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becca_____:
Thanks for the words of wisdom... always appreciated. smile

I'm kind of the same with my friends list. It seems like some people just try to get theirs as long as possible, but it seems like a waste of time to have to sort through a bunch of people you never talk to.
Aug 25, 2005
becca_____:
That's a really good idea, actually. I'm hungry.
Aug 29, 2005

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