moya

Four sets a day? I thought two was too much.. I also saw that many of the great SG's whom I adored have left the site.. It appears as though there's some change going, some major change.
As much as I hate change, I seem to thrive on it, so I guess it's just 'see where this goes'.

I went home today. Did wash, went food shopping, took a long nap in my own bed, played with the cat who now tries to avoid me, and putzed on the better computer. We got everything together and arrived back here around 10:30, carried all my shit back up (took 3 people!), got it all set and put away, and I was done folding clothes by 11:30 or so. And then, without any idea of what to do, and figuring everyone was already out doing something, I have decided to stay in my dorm and have a one-person party. Atleast the music is pretty fucking awesome this time.. I don't think anyone is left in the suite actually. So here I am, with the music turned loud, trying to find something worthwhile to do in here. I hate my shy, antisocial behavior. It hits when it really doesn't need to..

I'm bored. I'm tired. I wish the sun was up so I could go to sleep. I sleep better when the sun is up because I suppose I feel better about..well, the world. I like falling asleep, and waking up, with the light still streaming in from a natural source. I can't say how many times I've not caught myself, and fell asleep later in the afternoon and woke up after sunset; my depression gets bad when that happens. But laying down at noon or one for a few hours makes me feel really content and peaceful that I'm not going to miss anything major happening in the world, or some tragedy.
Wierd, eh? I have a hard time waking up in the morning, too, without that brick wall of sadness hitting. I think that's why I cannot sleep in, I have to be up before eight or nine, in an effort to decrease the emotional shit.

I should take my trash out.. It's 12:28 am and I'm bored and starving, but I don't feel like going anywhere for food and I don't feel like paying for it, either, atleast not with cash money. Someone's cheap.

I'm also very cold, but one shouldn't run around in very thin clothing, one layer nonetheless.. I'm also horny, but it doesn't look like anything is going to get done about that either anytime soon. *sigh* I'm having such dilemmas..
Time for..a yogurt, and a nap, because this party is starting to suck the big one..

I know there were a few more points I wanted to include in here, but I cannot remember what they are..