I got home at 4:36 this morning From the trip to Mokena, IL, to see the second show of Powerman 5000. 
Can you say last minute or what? I can't believe I actually went. But, it was..awesome. Just wow. I wish I could go again tonight. 
I held onto my future husbands hand twice, and both times, didn't let go..
I went to bed at five, woke up at eight, and worked the six hours at work without falling asleep. I came home and passed out until 6:41.. My mother had a difficult time getting me up for dinner. But it was worth it. I've been awake since.
Unfortunately, despite yesterday, the sadness started to creep back in during the afternoon. The concert of course held it off again, but ugh. Tonight is proving to be difficult.
I was told at work today that I need to get laid on a regular basis, so I wouldn't be so high strung.
I can see where that came from, as I've been very cranky and rude towards people, and very emotional (if you couldn't already tell) in every other aspect. 
I'm not sure if I approve of my co-workers going into detail about what should be done to me.. I don't know. That's just how bad I am. Talking about one of my favorite topics angered me..Heh.
I have a headache. I'm starting to feel a bit lonely. My background is that picture of me and Spider. Why do I feel like I have no life?
I want to start playing computer games again. I wanted to get The Sims Online awhile back, but it doesn't really fit what I'd want anymore. I'd like to have that interaction with however many other people wherever, but..well, I don't know. Something that lets you have a character that you can continue to improve while doing cool things with other people. Suggestions? Because I have no clue.
I have this really bad rash on my stomach that I've started to assume I get when I'm very stressed out. I've had it once before during a really difficult time, and it's come back. I keep itching it open and then it spreads a bit farther. It's right below my belly button, and looks really ugly.
It feels really icky, too, like lizardish, almost? It makes me really self-conscious and I'm starting to not want to wear my small tops and let my pants hang on my hips and let my middle show because everyone else will find it gross and disgusting.. Unfortunately, it takes a long time to go away (observed from the last time). I refuse to go to the doctor about it. We have creams we're trying, and when I'm here at home, I load on cream and walk around with my shirt rolled up below my bra and my parents can stare at it whenever they want, and tell me how gross it is. 
That makes me feel so much better.
I guess that's it. I could keep bitching, but no one wants to hear the emo side. I'll spare you.
Oh, and
Can you say last minute or what? I can't believe I actually went. But, it was..awesome. Just wow. I wish I could go again tonight.
I held onto my future husbands hand twice, and both times, didn't let go..
I went to bed at five, woke up at eight, and worked the six hours at work without falling asleep. I came home and passed out until 6:41.. My mother had a difficult time getting me up for dinner. But it was worth it. I've been awake since.
Unfortunately, despite yesterday, the sadness started to creep back in during the afternoon. The concert of course held it off again, but ugh. Tonight is proving to be difficult.
I was told at work today that I need to get laid on a regular basis, so I wouldn't be so high strung.
I can see where that came from, as I've been very cranky and rude towards people, and very emotional (if you couldn't already tell) in every other aspect. I'm not sure if I approve of my co-workers going into detail about what should be done to me.. I don't know. That's just how bad I am. Talking about one of my favorite topics angered me..Heh.
I have a headache. I'm starting to feel a bit lonely. My background is that picture of me and Spider. Why do I feel like I have no life?
I want to start playing computer games again. I wanted to get The Sims Online awhile back, but it doesn't really fit what I'd want anymore. I'd like to have that interaction with however many other people wherever, but..well, I don't know. Something that lets you have a character that you can continue to improve while doing cool things with other people. Suggestions? Because I have no clue.
I have this really bad rash on my stomach that I've started to assume I get when I'm very stressed out. I've had it once before during a really difficult time, and it's come back. I keep itching it open and then it spreads a bit farther. It's right below my belly button, and looks really ugly.
It feels really icky, too, like lizardish, almost? It makes me really self-conscious and I'm starting to not want to wear my small tops and let my pants hang on my hips and let my middle show because everyone else will find it gross and disgusting.. Unfortunately, it takes a long time to go away (observed from the last time). I refuse to go to the doctor about it. We have creams we're trying, and when I'm here at home, I load on cream and walk around with my shirt rolled up below my bra and my parents can stare at it whenever they want, and tell me how gross it is.
That makes me feel so much better.
I guess that's it. I could keep bitching, but no one wants to hear the emo side. I'll spare you.
Oh, and
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I see a sexual harasssment lawsuit there!
1 million for U..........and 1 million for me!