I'm getting very depressed again, as in, it hasn't been this bad in far over a year. Alot of things are going on, some that I haven't even touched upon in here.. So many worries, stresses, and other stuff..things to figure out.. I come home from work and sit in my room for hours..crying half that time.
I really don't want to explain anything to anyone, it's just something that happens. I'll pull out of it eventually, I always have. I'm going to put myself back into the world of books; I used to be so happy reading my fantasy novels, and I have so many sitting around, that I keep buying, and never get to reading...
I'll be around, I just might not have much to update on for awhile. That's what LJ is for, those long emotional rants, and I feel that they do not belong here, so they go there. I'll try to keep up on the commenting, though, and your journals should be a good source of cheerfulness for me, a link into the outside world.. (I haven't really even used my phone in forever.)
Please don't worry too much, I think I'm doing enough for all who read this. I'm lonely and I'm tired. I'm going to try and go to sleep now. Wish me luck please.
Perhaps a better update after the concert friday night..
Thanks everyone for understanding. I really do appreciate it.
I really don't want to explain anything to anyone, it's just something that happens. I'll pull out of it eventually, I always have. I'm going to put myself back into the world of books; I used to be so happy reading my fantasy novels, and I have so many sitting around, that I keep buying, and never get to reading...
I'll be around, I just might not have much to update on for awhile. That's what LJ is for, those long emotional rants, and I feel that they do not belong here, so they go there. I'll try to keep up on the commenting, though, and your journals should be a good source of cheerfulness for me, a link into the outside world.. (I haven't really even used my phone in forever.)
Please don't worry too much, I think I'm doing enough for all who read this. I'm lonely and I'm tired. I'm going to try and go to sleep now. Wish me luck please.
Perhaps a better update after the concert friday night..
Thanks everyone for understanding. I really do appreciate it.
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a) bleach your hair within an inch of its life, i.e. pale pale yellow.
b) use a toner made to make hair platinum.
c) don't do this at home: even in a salon the perfect shade can be tricky to achieve.
good thing i work at a salon!