moya

I tried to have some decent pictures taken of myself after I got out of the shower today, but none of them really flattered me, so this was the only one I didn't delete because I look *somewhat* okay. You can barely see my striped socks and you can't see my boots.. They're about mid-calf length. Damn.

I had to put more clothes on after awhile (as you see) incase more people came home. My refusal to fully dress myself resulted in not being able to run outside all three times the ice cream man drove by. Remember him? I have a picture in my 'random' folder.. Yea. The neighbors would call the cops on me for indecent exposure.. Well, my one neighbor is a cop, so..heh.. Plus, who knows how the ice cream man would react?! I don't need to melt his ice cream, now do I.. That'd be so mean of me.

I got these the other day!

And I'm loving both albums. Combichrist has been on repeat for the past 24 hours and I'm still not sick of it.. I can't wait til I see them in concert again. I think I might go naked and throw myself at Andy LaPlegua afterwards or something. Really.

I'm going to State Fair tonight with a few people. We're drinking beforehand, just a 'teeny little bit'.. It sucks the county fair runs along the same time as the state fair does.. Plus, the state one costs money I think; ours is the only county left that does not charge anything to get in (or so I'm told and so it seems). No rides for me this time; wednesday night, I went on 6 rides before I almost threw up on this ride:

I handle the rollercoasters at Six Flags much better. Which reminds me, I need to get there once atleast before summer/fall ends! I haven't had time yet..nor money.. Ugh.

I still want to buy a corset (remember me mentioning that awhile back?). Not one of those they sell at Hot Topic either, I mean a nicer one that I can wear out on occassion and look damn good and know people will wonder where I got it. And one that gives extra attention to the chest area.. I also want to buy a nice long flowy kind of skirt to go with the corset. What I might try, is going to the Renaissance Fair sometme soon, and seeing if I can't buy anything from there.. If I can find something I like. A girl I used to know, who I'll actually be going with tonight, bought a dress there once.. Maybe I'll have luck. If not, can anyone recommend someplace good? I'd rather go somewhere, than worry about buying online and risk it being not the right size or anything.. *sigh* Dilemma.

Also, I neeeeed to get myself a short red plaid skirt to show off my fishnet stockings and over-the-knee striped socks. Well, I need a short skirt, though red plaid would be nice.. Like..this maybe:


I know Lip Service has some cool skirts..But there's that buying clothes online thing again (plus, in the red plaid ones, it looks like they have traces of other colors, though I'm sure I'd live.. ).. Argh. Seriously, Wisconsin needs better shopping grounds for this kind of clothing. I won't even go into what else I want.

Being human, we are susceptible to people breaking our hearts. A teacher once told me that we can choose ourselves who we love, who we don't, and we can prevent the breaking of our hearts and souls from happening. Although I do believe this true in some sense (I'm not about to go into tangents on my beleifs, it's a heated topic for me), I'm still learning how to prevent it. It's happening at a slow rate right now (no, I'm not dating anyone), nonetheless, I hate this aspect of being human. I don't like people being able to have this power, and I don't want it to end up in me withdrawing from the world again. It's sad that this is starting to happen because I thought that the way things were going, it was impossible for this to occur.*
*I haven't really included details because I just wanted to vent that, so until I'm ready to share (if I do), please don't try to look too far into it. I don't want to explain right now.

I'm out of things to say, and unfortunately have no more pictures of myself to display.. So..I guess I might nap before I go out tonight? I don't know.

Come hear the voices in my head
They say you want to hurt me and they want you dead!
I love lyrics.