It's supposed to rain tomorrow; if it does, and I don't have to work, I'll have time to reply to everyones comments and surf around and see things I've missed. If not, well.. I'll get to it sometime. But thank you to everyone who left kind words as of recently. When it rains, it pours, and everyone around here is stressed pretty badly. Unfortunately, I can't get into it.
I'm having a hard time thinking of anything to write in here. Not that interesting things haven't happened, but I can't remember them or know enough to explain them. It's a big blur, and all I seem to do is daydream, rather than pay attention. It passes the time.
I'm spilling blood and I can't hardly contain it. I don't know where it's coming from, but it seems more like a wound, it's quite terrible. A real gusher. I don't think my small body can afford to lose so much; not like I can count on a scab to form and stop it or anything. I'll sit this round out, standing makes gravity do some bad, bad work.
I've been so busy with class, work, family issues, my own issues, which take up a large portion of my time, and everything else. I didn't have much time today to get on the computer to do anything decent, I think right now is the first, hence my update. Perhaps I'll have to start breaking my streak of an update per day. It'll be more convenient, take less time, I don't know. My back hurts, I'm feeling ever so reluctant to go to sleep, but my eyes sting and water..
I've read a few other journals, but didn't comment, just to try and keep up. I'll try to get back to that. I hope everybody is doing okay, if anything. I hope it rains tomorrow. I have't given as much time here in the past few days as I usually do in a day.
And, the batteries for the digital camera died, so..must get new ones for that.
I'm having a hard time thinking of anything to write in here. Not that interesting things haven't happened, but I can't remember them or know enough to explain them. It's a big blur, and all I seem to do is daydream, rather than pay attention. It passes the time.
I'm spilling blood and I can't hardly contain it. I don't know where it's coming from, but it seems more like a wound, it's quite terrible. A real gusher. I don't think my small body can afford to lose so much; not like I can count on a scab to form and stop it or anything. I'll sit this round out, standing makes gravity do some bad, bad work.
I've been so busy with class, work, family issues, my own issues, which take up a large portion of my time, and everything else. I didn't have much time today to get on the computer to do anything decent, I think right now is the first, hence my update. Perhaps I'll have to start breaking my streak of an update per day. It'll be more convenient, take less time, I don't know. My back hurts, I'm feeling ever so reluctant to go to sleep, but my eyes sting and water..
I've read a few other journals, but didn't comment, just to try and keep up. I'll try to get back to that. I hope everybody is doing okay, if anything. I hope it rains tomorrow. I have't given as much time here in the past few days as I usually do in a day.
And, the batteries for the digital camera died, so..must get new ones for that.
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