It seems I'm either getting sick or already there. I'm so tired all the time now, and I get headaches which also make me feel like I'm going to throw up, that don't go away. I slept almost through this entire afternoon, and this evening, and last night, and etcetera, and I'm still feeling exhausted. So, I just wonder what this actually is.
I think I got back to everyone, or atleast tried. I honestly do not recall..well, I can't remember that either. So I've mostly been doing everything in a daze, and not even knowing it. But, I do have to work tomorrow, and that will be a bitch, so I'm making sure to be in bed in time for me to get 7 hours. I will most likely fall asleep seconds within my head hitting the pillow. If only that happened every time, instead of when I'm feeling ill.
Sunday is easter, so there's a brunch at a relatives place no doubt, and my mother is making my sister and I go to church with her. There are bets placed as to whether or not I'll burst into flames when I pass through the doors. If I don't, then, will the pastor recognize me, plus how many comments will I get about my hair being dyed for easter. For fuck's sake, is everything supposed to be done for a holiday?
Testing this morning made me realize that perhaps I'm not as smart as I thought. Or perhaps I just wasn't thinking clearly, as I was almost nodding off to sleep, and couldn't think worth a shit about anything except being asleep and how, when I got home, I was going to bed.. By the time I finished, the headache had come upon me and I drove home like a mad woman, because it was bright and squinting made everything hurt even more.
I tried to write a decent amount tonight, and I think I did. Now I'm going to go get a big glass of water and go to bed. Maybe I'll wake up too dead to go into work. I've never called in sick before, and they never let me leave, even when I look like death hovering over me. Bastards. Ugh. Anyway, I want water and sleep.
Edited to add: There's a lovely full moon out tonight, so go look at it. No, it's not mine.
I think I got back to everyone, or atleast tried. I honestly do not recall..well, I can't remember that either. So I've mostly been doing everything in a daze, and not even knowing it. But, I do have to work tomorrow, and that will be a bitch, so I'm making sure to be in bed in time for me to get 7 hours. I will most likely fall asleep seconds within my head hitting the pillow. If only that happened every time, instead of when I'm feeling ill.
Sunday is easter, so there's a brunch at a relatives place no doubt, and my mother is making my sister and I go to church with her. There are bets placed as to whether or not I'll burst into flames when I pass through the doors. If I don't, then, will the pastor recognize me, plus how many comments will I get about my hair being dyed for easter. For fuck's sake, is everything supposed to be done for a holiday?
Testing this morning made me realize that perhaps I'm not as smart as I thought. Or perhaps I just wasn't thinking clearly, as I was almost nodding off to sleep, and couldn't think worth a shit about anything except being asleep and how, when I got home, I was going to bed.. By the time I finished, the headache had come upon me and I drove home like a mad woman, because it was bright and squinting made everything hurt even more.
I tried to write a decent amount tonight, and I think I did. Now I'm going to go get a big glass of water and go to bed. Maybe I'll wake up too dead to go into work. I've never called in sick before, and they never let me leave, even when I look like death hovering over me. Bastards. Ugh. Anyway, I want water and sleep.
Edited to add: There's a lovely full moon out tonight, so go look at it. No, it's not mine.
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What resources do you need that are keeping you from sending out yer poems?