Wow, I almost forgot to update for today. 
Not like I didn't have time. I didn't take a nap. I went to bed around 2:30 this morning and woke up at 5:56. Four minutes before my alarm went off. 
Self: Stop doing that. It's four extra minutes of feeling depressed as hell when you could still be dreaming. You asswipe.
I went out to a fish fry with my parents earlier. We walked into the restaraunt (a different one from the one explained in the last entry) and sat in our usual booth. I told them sometime in the next few weeks, I wanted to drive to Madison for the weekend, seeing as the Illinois border is completely unacceptable. Hearing me say that I was going to drive by myself, in my car, really didn't help the situation with my father. Had we been home, I'm sure I would have been yelled out of the house, like last time. It's colder out tonight
than in December. But I'm glad I brought it up in public. 
I can play the game and be mean, too. 
I broke another nail today
. There are eight talons left. It's quite bothersome, when I scratch my back, I don't get the full coverage I'd get with 5 nails. And I can't use my right arm, because, well, I can't. Odd habits.
The promotion looks like it's going to Matt, but we're on awesome terms, so I don't think anything will change
. He'll just have insider info 
. We do gossip too much at work, but..what else is there to do? We can't very well sit around and drink.. 
My toe itches really, really, really badly. I couldn't breathe right today, so next week, I might get myself to the doctor and see if I can get a hold of an inhaler or something so I don't actually stop breathing again. I hate my throat and my lungs. They're terrible
. My chest has really hurt, though. Each inhale was a fucking pain. Maybe I should always wear one of those masks that force air down your throat. Problem solved. 
Tonight yet, on the movie list is Star Trek: Nemesis. I got my paycheck today, $440. I worked 71.5 hours. Part time my ass. Fuckers. I missed a few days/left early. Had I been there..80+. But. I almost didn't have enough gas to make it the two minutes to the gas station. I'm really horrible about that. And $23.65 to fill up a tank?
There went everything that didn't go into savings.
I'm poor, someone grow me a money tree.
Not like I didn't have time. I didn't take a nap. I went to bed around 2:30 this morning and woke up at 5:56. Four minutes before my alarm went off.
Self: Stop doing that. It's four extra minutes of feeling depressed as hell when you could still be dreaming. You asswipe.
I went out to a fish fry with my parents earlier. We walked into the restaraunt (a different one from the one explained in the last entry) and sat in our usual booth. I told them sometime in the next few weeks, I wanted to drive to Madison for the weekend, seeing as the Illinois border is completely unacceptable. Hearing me say that I was going to drive by myself, in my car, really didn't help the situation with my father. Had we been home, I'm sure I would have been yelled out of the house, like last time. It's colder out tonight
than in December. But I'm glad I brought it up in public. I can play the game and be mean, too.
I broke another nail today
. There are eight talons left. It's quite bothersome, when I scratch my back, I don't get the full coverage I'd get with 5 nails. And I can't use my right arm, because, well, I can't. Odd habits.
The promotion looks like it's going to Matt, but we're on awesome terms, so I don't think anything will change
. He'll just have insider info . We do gossip too much at work, but..what else is there to do? We can't very well sit around and drink..
My toe itches really, really, really badly. I couldn't breathe right today, so next week, I might get myself to the doctor and see if I can get a hold of an inhaler or something so I don't actually stop breathing again. I hate my throat and my lungs. They're terrible
. My chest has really hurt, though. Each inhale was a fucking pain. Maybe I should always wear one of those masks that force air down your throat. Problem solved.
Tonight yet, on the movie list is Star Trek: Nemesis. I got my paycheck today, $440. I worked 71.5 hours. Part time my ass. Fuckers. I missed a few days/left early. Had I been there..80+. But. I almost didn't have enough gas to make it the two minutes to the gas station. I'm really horrible about that. And $23.65 to fill up a tank?
There went everything that didn't go into savings.
I'm poor, someone grow me a money tree.
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You're so cute and cuddly.
That girl you work with at the car wash seems cool. Anyone who wonders what it would be like to kill and fuck a dead man is alright in my book. No stigma and a willingness to examine everything - like you I imagine.
Your story about the window is funny. I used to climb up and down from my neighbors window at night to see if she wanted to hang out. I tried to show her how to climb out that way a couple of times, as she usually snuck out the front door with this big routene needing a coverman to go to the bathroom to cover the sound of the door to steal her parents car and go drinking (where I would occasionaly meet up with her later). It was hillarious as she was about as coordinated as a 90 year old woman. She promptly fell one story onto her butt.
We each have our own ways I guess.
You could prop something up aginst the wall of the house to use as a step, then hang from the window, kick the object away and pull up and into the window. That is how I tried to help my neighbor, but after falling on her but she was unwlling to try any more of my acrobatics.
Sorry to hear that you still got busted.
Did you just turn 18 - e.g. are you finishing with highschool? You could go to a university and stay in the dorms - parhaps meet some people that way.