I still have a really bad cough. I've thrown up in my mouth a few times.
My throat is really sore, though, and it always feels like something is caught in the back of it. So maybe I'm subconciously trying to gag it back up when I cough, and then..yea.
I was going to have a big bowl of chocolate ice cream, but when I turned the kitchen light on, our garage door made a noise. So I waited a minute, and it made another sound. Not the big door, the one that leads into the garage from the house. So then I panicked and fled and now I'm still here.. I've been sleeping with my light on these past few nights because I get myself so paranoid.
I think I might be done with scary movies for awhile. Or maybe it's because the cat/someone else isn't in the room with me?
Other then that, my dreams have been so, so, so wierd, too. The nightmares still occur nightly and I hate waking up at three or four or five or six in the morning, because I'm too petrified to open my eyes or move the whole five feet to turn the light on. But come on.. And in one dream (not a bad one), my family was eating dolphin heads on a family vacation like it was..Well, I can't remember.
They were cut off at the necks and standing on the base, and their mouths were open with all this fruit and food and salad for us to eat.. A rare dish indeed.
I can't even remember who I've screwed, or even came close to screwing, in my dreams. Some SG members are getting lucky in my subconcious, though!
I want to dye my hair this week. Tomorrow, I get to walk 1.3 miles to and 1.3 miles from the store to buy bleach, and I have no idea where I'm going to find a tinting brush without a car. Since I'll be down that way, I might as well tack on another .6 miles to the bank to get my money first to buy the bleach and then hike the whole 1.9 miles back. Hopefully, my determination will melt my mothers heart and she'll help me with the bleaching/dying part.
Eh. I had a rant here, but I'll put something more pleasant. Let's play 'Guess Who Said This To Me!': "You must be feeling better, you're headed right for a boot up your ass".
There is a mole on the back of my neck. It wasn't there before. I've had decent length fingernails for awhile, but the other day, I just..lopped it off and it bled like a fucker! And I know it's new because where it is, is where my thumb always brushes over when I put my hair up. So we're getting the doctor to look at it. These talons are dangerous. So dangerous, I forgot to spell the rest of that word at first.
But I refuse to cut them off. They come in quite handy.
FUCK what else was there. I haven't been outside this house in, literally, days. I'm going batshit crazy. I don't even think it's batshit, it's batstir, isn't it? Fuck.
A few days ago, I wandered upon this exfoliating stuff in our bathroom closet. I've scrubbed down with it daily and my skin is smoother than a babes bum. And my bum is even smoother than that. Seriously, I'm more in love with my boobs than I ever was before.
Picture curtesy of Bateman who's still got that in his folder.
Oh, and for TheBastard, I'm done being busy now.
Edit to add: My friends list looks different. Did someone drop me? Or is it the paranoia?
Edit: Nevermind, figured it out.
Guess who's feeling better...
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I want a big bowl of chocolate ice cream now, and it's all your fault.
I'd also like to spend a day in your head, because it seems quite interesting in there.