I have been tagged with that new list that's going around. You all know what I'm talking about, we've all seen it. I was tagged twice, but I'm only doing 20 because 20 is hard enough! No doubt some of you may have heard one or two of these things..too bad.
1. I am deathly afraid of worms and leeches. When it rains out, I play on pavement until it gets too wet. If I see a worm in my path, it takes alot for me to not freeze up in fear. When it's bad enough, I make someone carry me. I also get paranoid about walking on grass at night, the night crawlers might be out.
2. My issues with leeches didn't come about until I had my first encounter with them. While camping for a week when I was young, I was with my mother by a lake. I saw this really pretty brown/golden colored shell a few feet into the lake. There was one stone I could step on. I stepped, and my other foot slipped into the water. I did not get that shell. Instead, when I jumped back out of the water, my foot was covered in leeches. My heart skipped a beat. It was a huge lake. I'm sure EVERYONE who was on it/around it heard my high pitched screaming. My mother picked them all off, and then I put my sandal on, only to feel on awkward lump between my toes. Confused, I took it off and saw one more, which my mother immediately removed. I sobbed my way back to the camper.
3) When I put anything on my feet, socks, shoes, etc.. I ALWAYS have to go left foot first, then right, for each pair. I can't do a sock then a shoe on the left foot, then right foot. I will take it all off and do it correctly. If I do the right foot first, I get really aggravated. Then take it off and do it correctly, left foot first.
4) My socks have to be on perfectly. If I can feel the crease or it bunched up, etc.., I will not move until I have fixed it and it stays fixed. My mother was distressed about this when I was a wee little one, as I threw huge fits if my socks weren't on perfectly.
5) I'm getting better about this, but if I turn one way, I have to remember to turn back to 'unwind'. If I turn around to see something or to do the hokey pokey or some stupid shit, I have to turn back around as many times as I first turned. When I roll over in bed, same thing. But, as I said, I'm getting better about that..I hope..
6) I like having my fingernails painted, especially black, but another main reason is that I bite my nails. When they have black on them and I chew them, the black polish sticks to my teeth and then I look like an ass with blackened teeth. So the paint helps me remember to not bite.
7) I like Mexican and Chinese food, but I also know what terrible tortures are coming for me later on in the bathroom. So should anyone I'm with..
Those foods do not sit with me well at all.
8) I was an early bloomer. Second grade, ya'll. That made me very insecure about myself and body by fifth grade. Why? In the third grade, my mother was really worried because of that and took me to a doctor in a white coat, who had me pull my pants and underwear down to my ankles, lay on my back, and bring my feet up to my ass so he could examine what was going on (pubic hair was a bad thing?). He also had a student next to him with a clipboard taking notes. I puked later that day because I felt completely disgusted with myself. It took me years to get almost over it and feel comfortable with myself physically. There are a few moments in time, though, still, where I get this feeling of being so physically over exposed and so uncomfortable, even when I'm bundled up, that I want to run and hide and kill someone, literally, for my feeling that way. It makes me sick to my stomach when I get this feeling. I don't think I can even describe it. This later gave me issues with being rejected.
9) I just went and watched the movie Scream after that last one. Amazing, how turned on I got.
I think it was during the brawling scenes between the chick and the guys, on the floor anf stuff. I love aggression in movies, I guess. If you've seen Scream: You remember that look the boyfriend Billy gave, that was supposed to make him look scary/evil with his head slightly tilted down? Yea, his 'killer' look? That wasn't 'killer', that was a 'hot' - *melts into a puddle* look. Some guys have it, some don't.
10) I wear mens deodorant because womens does not work for me. Nor does mens, but I figure it's the best. I sweat alot, though not when it's necessary.
11) I take pride in my shoes when they smell really, really, really bad. I like making people smell my shoes and feet; the more disgusted they are, the bigger my smile is.
12) My farts can clear out a room. If the people don't leave, they'll feel like they're dying for a short while. And they actually might just die.
13) I just realized that I give out alot of personal yet unimportant information. Which is fine by me.
14) My favorite color (from the rainbow) is actually not green - it's blue. I bet no one would have figured that one out!
15) There is always something going on in my lower torso. No matter what, or when, you can put your ear up to my stomach and hear something going on. Full or empty belly, full or empty bladder, full or empty rectum, whatever. You'll hear it making some kind of sound from somewhere.
16) My knee caps dislocate pretty easily. My bones crack and pop with the slightest of movements sometimes. I tell people, 'I don't ever break my bones, I just dislocate them".
17) I'm always hungry, therefore usually eat alot. I do not always have an appetite. I could be starving and not want food.
18) I now have a condom here, courtesy of saramonster, that is probably not going to be used for a long time.
19) I'm very moody.
20) I wore my hair in pig-tails today, each braided.
I'm going to hang out on State Street with my friend Sara this weekend. We just have to figure out what to do/where to go. I'm wearing what I wore friday night. Oh well.
We watched 'The Village' tonight. I swear when I saw it in the theaters, Ivy told Lucius what his color was. They did not show that part in the movie, nor deleted scenes, not that I could remember. Can anyone help me out and please tell me I did not imagine that part when I saw it the first time? And where it is in the movie?
The Dropkick Murphys last night were awesome. I had a good time despite being almost crushed to death. The real downer was that the entire time, my ex who I've mentioned a few times before, was standing no more than five feet from me all night..With his girlfriend. I almost had a panic attack. I'm still a tad sad from that encounter last night, but the awesomeness of the concert was 'hella' good.
1. I am deathly afraid of worms and leeches. When it rains out, I play on pavement until it gets too wet. If I see a worm in my path, it takes alot for me to not freeze up in fear. When it's bad enough, I make someone carry me. I also get paranoid about walking on grass at night, the night crawlers might be out.
2. My issues with leeches didn't come about until I had my first encounter with them. While camping for a week when I was young, I was with my mother by a lake. I saw this really pretty brown/golden colored shell a few feet into the lake. There was one stone I could step on. I stepped, and my other foot slipped into the water. I did not get that shell. Instead, when I jumped back out of the water, my foot was covered in leeches. My heart skipped a beat. It was a huge lake. I'm sure EVERYONE who was on it/around it heard my high pitched screaming. My mother picked them all off, and then I put my sandal on, only to feel on awkward lump between my toes. Confused, I took it off and saw one more, which my mother immediately removed. I sobbed my way back to the camper.
3) When I put anything on my feet, socks, shoes, etc.. I ALWAYS have to go left foot first, then right, for each pair. I can't do a sock then a shoe on the left foot, then right foot. I will take it all off and do it correctly. If I do the right foot first, I get really aggravated. Then take it off and do it correctly, left foot first.
4) My socks have to be on perfectly. If I can feel the crease or it bunched up, etc.., I will not move until I have fixed it and it stays fixed. My mother was distressed about this when I was a wee little one, as I threw huge fits if my socks weren't on perfectly.
5) I'm getting better about this, but if I turn one way, I have to remember to turn back to 'unwind'. If I turn around to see something or to do the hokey pokey or some stupid shit, I have to turn back around as many times as I first turned. When I roll over in bed, same thing. But, as I said, I'm getting better about that..I hope..
6) I like having my fingernails painted, especially black, but another main reason is that I bite my nails. When they have black on them and I chew them, the black polish sticks to my teeth and then I look like an ass with blackened teeth. So the paint helps me remember to not bite.
7) I like Mexican and Chinese food, but I also know what terrible tortures are coming for me later on in the bathroom. So should anyone I'm with..
Those foods do not sit with me well at all.
8) I was an early bloomer. Second grade, ya'll. That made me very insecure about myself and body by fifth grade. Why? In the third grade, my mother was really worried because of that and took me to a doctor in a white coat, who had me pull my pants and underwear down to my ankles, lay on my back, and bring my feet up to my ass so he could examine what was going on (pubic hair was a bad thing?). He also had a student next to him with a clipboard taking notes. I puked later that day because I felt completely disgusted with myself. It took me years to get almost over it and feel comfortable with myself physically. There are a few moments in time, though, still, where I get this feeling of being so physically over exposed and so uncomfortable, even when I'm bundled up, that I want to run and hide and kill someone, literally, for my feeling that way. It makes me sick to my stomach when I get this feeling. I don't think I can even describe it. This later gave me issues with being rejected.
9) I just went and watched the movie Scream after that last one. Amazing, how turned on I got.
I think it was during the brawling scenes between the chick and the guys, on the floor anf stuff. I love aggression in movies, I guess. If you've seen Scream: You remember that look the boyfriend Billy gave, that was supposed to make him look scary/evil with his head slightly tilted down? Yea, his 'killer' look? That wasn't 'killer', that was a 'hot' - *melts into a puddle* look. Some guys have it, some don't.
10) I wear mens deodorant because womens does not work for me. Nor does mens, but I figure it's the best. I sweat alot, though not when it's necessary.
11) I take pride in my shoes when they smell really, really, really bad. I like making people smell my shoes and feet; the more disgusted they are, the bigger my smile is.
12) My farts can clear out a room. If the people don't leave, they'll feel like they're dying for a short while. And they actually might just die.
13) I just realized that I give out alot of personal yet unimportant information. Which is fine by me.
14) My favorite color (from the rainbow) is actually not green - it's blue. I bet no one would have figured that one out!
15) There is always something going on in my lower torso. No matter what, or when, you can put your ear up to my stomach and hear something going on. Full or empty belly, full or empty bladder, full or empty rectum, whatever. You'll hear it making some kind of sound from somewhere.
16) My knee caps dislocate pretty easily. My bones crack and pop with the slightest of movements sometimes. I tell people, 'I don't ever break my bones, I just dislocate them".
17) I'm always hungry, therefore usually eat alot. I do not always have an appetite. I could be starving and not want food.
18) I now have a condom here, courtesy of saramonster, that is probably not going to be used for a long time.
19) I'm very moody.
20) I wore my hair in pig-tails today, each braided.
I'm going to hang out on State Street with my friend Sara this weekend. We just have to figure out what to do/where to go. I'm wearing what I wore friday night. Oh well.
We watched 'The Village' tonight. I swear when I saw it in the theaters, Ivy told Lucius what his color was. They did not show that part in the movie, nor deleted scenes, not that I could remember. Can anyone help me out and please tell me I did not imagine that part when I saw it the first time? And where it is in the movie?
The Dropkick Murphys last night were awesome. I had a good time despite being almost crushed to death. The real downer was that the entire time, my ex who I've mentioned a few times before, was standing no more than five feet from me all night..With his girlfriend. I almost had a panic attack. I'm still a tad sad from that encounter last night, but the awesomeness of the concert was 'hella' good.
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