Hey guys, it's been a long month. I keep getting sick, right now I have poison ivy and I'm covered in red ant bites π and I have another cold π. So that's fun
So I took Tink in today and she's rebound more than the veterinarian thought she would. She even gained weight!!! I was so happy..... She was very surprised. She's got some pretty sizeable lumps growing in her bowels. They're getting really big, at least I think they are.... I hate it, it makes me feel sick just to feel them when I pick her up π. But, she told me today if I pay the 400$ fee for a tumor sample and an ultrasound they can give me the type of cancer and assign her the proper type of chemo to buy me more time with her, which ultimately would make her suffer less by slowing it down. I can't even dream of affording that so I feel very heartbroken right now. Where it's good news and she's outlived her initial expectations as usual, I feel helpless in helping her. Today was another 150$ for meds and an exam as is π. It's just overwhelming. I m already drowning in my own chemo bills...... And about that....
GOOD NEWS. NO GROWTH OF MY OWN TUMOR!!!
So with that good news, I will resume chemo when I return from my trip to see my family fathers day weekend. I'm very nervous to travel especially leaving my poor sick best friend alone for a week. I don't know who is going to be caring for her yet.... I'd love to board her, at the vet, but again, $$$....
I am sick of money ruling every. But there's nothing to do to change that. I have over 20k myself in medical bills this year already. It's nuts. Tinks has already cost me over 2k. It's just like drowning constantly in debt...
SO good news, but nothing I can do about it right now π.
I wish I was well enough to work. This shits getting old.
At least I start chemo again I guess.
I'm currently working on a new cosplay... Here's a hint π
Look at those gorgeous eyes πππ
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