moxy

I wish every day was promised, but, it’s not. Some of us wake up and start the day staring death in its face....some will never know that fear. I’m unfortunately one of those people looking in the mouth of the beast. Yesterday I got the surgery call. Dr Friedman’s team called me yesterday with a date. March 31st. I’ll be counting, and making the most of every single day between now and then and try to keep my breakdowns to a minimum. Lots of work, and planning to get done. No time for crying.

The last surgery really messed me up 😞. So I’m scared. Gotta keep moving though.

First thing to do.........find every penny I can scrape up from every couch cushion on this planet. Omg why is healthcare so insane????? So I’m asking y’all, which I really really dislike doing, to go without one coffee this week, and toss a coin to me....because whether I’m ready or not, this god damn brain surgery need to happen. I want this tumor out of my head. I don’t care the price I’m paying. Deafness is already setting in, and I’m already risking severe permanent facial paralysis, and the possibility of still dying. I have ehlers danlos, it effects my veins and makes them weak. I have a tendency to bleed, and almost bled to death during the previous surgery and had a seizure /stroke. So you can imagine the amount of fear I have right now.

SO I ASK OF YOU, PLEASE, I NEED YOUR HELP. YOU CAN READ MY STORY MORE IN THE LINK IF YOU LIKE.

I have paypal moxysuicide2011@gmail.com, and cash app too $moxysg

We don’t have a vehicle after the car wreck in June. We need it fixed ASAP. It’s not going to be cheap and we need to make it from here in Louisiana to San Diego and back. We need to stay in CA for two weeks minimum. None of this is going to be cheap. It’s just stressing me out thinking about it. It doesn’t help my wonderful boyfriend is sick himself and the VA once again, is denying him pain meds 😔 so I spend most days watching him suffer as well and it breaks my heart 💔💔💔💔 we cant afford his 600$ aimovig shots and they’re still refusing to fill the prescription their own dr is ordering. They’re really fucking us right now and won’t send him to pain management. That’s what you get when you get blown up for your country I guess.... but that’s a whole other rant..... 😣

Please check out my shop, I’ll be adding more pumpkins this week, and paintings! So please, go take a look, I don’t necessarily believe in getting something for nothing, so I want to offer goods in trade as well. Maybe if we get enough money, I can go buy him a shot ourselves and get him through my surgery at least. So please check out my goods too!

I SET UP A FANCY WEBPAGE FOR THAT!

I also still have stickers and prints in trade for donations. So if you’d like to go that route I will send those out as well.

I have a little more than a month to at least cover travel expenses, I think we can make this happen.

Help me save my face from permanent paralysis hopefully, and obviously my life. Hopefully it’s not too late.

Here’s some memes to inspire you 🤷♀️✌🏻🤣

Hope y’all had a laugh, they make me laugh 🤗😝

anyhow, I feel like a beggar right now, but I don’t know what else to do. If anything, if you could share this fundraiser on your pages, I’d appreciate it so very very very very very much. If anyone has any other ideas on coming up with money, lmk. ❤️🧠❤️🧠

As always, I love you all.

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(@missy @rambo please let me know if this isn’t allowed) 😬😬😬✌🏻❤️