GOD. its 5:00 in the morning& i've hardly contemplated sleep at all.
apparently i should be shaking hands with this new phase in my life that entails being highly neurotic& extremely creative. i don't know if i can handle the former. my mind has not shut off or down since i've been awake. i slept in nicely this morning but when i woke up i layed in bed completely aware of everything on earth& was already putting together my outfit.. that is not me at all. i usually roll reluctantly out of bed& wear whatever i "feel" that day you know?
its almost like i hear this voice saying each one of my words as i type them. its the playback or something. sigh.. i am not losing my mind., i'm just not used to it not coming up for air.
-mm
apparently i should be shaking hands with this new phase in my life that entails being highly neurotic& extremely creative. i don't know if i can handle the former. my mind has not shut off or down since i've been awake. i slept in nicely this morning but when i woke up i layed in bed completely aware of everything on earth& was already putting together my outfit.. that is not me at all. i usually roll reluctantly out of bed& wear whatever i "feel" that day you know?
its almost like i hear this voice saying each one of my words as i type them. its the playback or something. sigh.. i am not losing my mind., i'm just not used to it not coming up for air.
-mm