motherteresa

I'm a fucking weirdo...yep, it's true.

Here's a IM chat from work with Josh during a panic attack earlier. I thought it was so stupid that it was funny and worth sharing.

rjwhitmire (12:40:51 PM): okay...all of the loud chit chat over here is driving me nuts
rjwhitmire (12:41:07 PM): I'm freaking out a little
rjwhitmire (12:42:02 PM): okay...a lot
rjwhitmire (12:42:23 PM): plus it has my skin crawling
rjwhitmire (12:42:31 PM): I think it's xanax time
rjwhitmire (12:42:45 PM): I'm having one of those two sisters attacks
joshielliot (12:44:16 PM): that's not good
rjwhitmire (12:46:19 PM): crap...no charger
joshielliot (12:47:04 PM): hold on
joshielliot (12:47:30 PM): you can use my ipod if you want
rjwhitmire (12:47:59 PM): whatever....gah...why is this happening today
rjwhitmire (12:48:15 PM): i need to take off my clothes and lay on the cold floor
joshielliot (12:49:27 PM): do you need me to take you home?
rjwhitmire (12:49:52 PM): no...no...I just need to breath and get through this
rjwhitmire (12:49:57 PM): i took a xanax
joshielliot (12:50:00 PM): okay
rjwhitmire (12:50:03 PM): give me 30
joshielliot (12:50:07 PM): let me know if i can help any more
rjwhitmire (12:51:03 PM): thank you
rjwhitmire (1:14:33 PM): hey...we should try some heroin
rjwhitmire (1:14:42 PM): I hear it's good for panic attacks
rjwhitmire (1:14:45 PM): haha
joshielliot (1:14:49 PM): hehehehe
joshielliot (1:15:03 PM): yeah im having a hard enough time finding some pot
rjwhitmire (1:15:07 PM): We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
joshielliot (1:15:26 PM): i dont even want to try and get anything harder
rjwhitmire (1:15:37 PM): haha
rjwhitmire (1:15:50 PM): maybe I'll have to score it myself
rjwhitmire (1:16:02 PM): but only if I can inject it into my x scar
joshielliot (1:16:28 PM): heheh word
rjwhitmire (1:16:28 PM): obviously...I'm coming down from the panic attack
joshielliot (1:16:33 PM): good good
rjwhitmire (1:16:40 PM): but now I'm loopy
joshielliot (1:16:48 PM): good music and xanax help a lot

So, yeah welcome to my world. And yes I'm a bit of an idiot...so fucking what.