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So I'm jsut sitting here...feeling trapped at "home" (those of you who know me best you know why...) and I decided that I wanted to get online...but I don't know what to do online. I have been feeling really restless lately. Patience is not one of my virtues and I have alot going on in my life that needs to be done with. It has all gone on for far too long. I feel that I'm in my car (car=life) and I'm driving...going where the road takes me (which is Va Bch for me right now.) and now I am stopped at a stop sign...(sign=all the shit going on that is "riding in the car" with me that needs to get out and be done with) and I don't want to keep driving with the car full of shit and I don't feel like having the patience to wait for it all to come to an end by itself. Does that make sence? Maybe not. It's at the point now that I want to work all the time so that I have a reason not to be home. I love my job but I don't like using it as an escape...
But when it is over I have plans! I have them now just they are on the back burner b/c of all the other shit I'm dealing with. I want to finish my Dog Obedience and Photography degrees from two online college I am enrolled in. And get a passport and travel to Europe...Italy first. Then France, Germany...I want to go to Egypt, Spain, Australia, Africa...everywhere! I want to see the world...or whats left of it after Global Warming and such... I'm reading this great book called "An Inconvenient Truth". It is the best read and quite an eye opener!
I just got the first of my birthday presents in the mail today! I bought some items from this Vegetarian/Vegan site
http://www.wolffiestees.com/vegetarian.php, visit it, it has other things than just vege/vegan stuff. I'm finally gonna get stuff I want for my birthday! YAY!
That's about it. I have been working alot which is great...and I'm still playing that game Spyro on gamecube...not too much else...how boring.