I just feel lost and forgotten about really. Seems like anytime something goes good shit hits the fan and it all goes to hell fast. I feel like I'm gonna spiral down hill here soon and there will be no one here (where I'm at not on sg) to help me. I feel more of a connection with people on here then I do around me and I talk to very few people on here. My life just seems like a living hell cause of all the twists and turns in it. It pulls at me at all times in every direction. For my area that I call home I am an odd ball, an outsider. I don't drink, smoke or do drugs. I'm shy for the most part and keep to myself because not to many people understand the real me. The few friends I do have I rarely get to see cause life gets in the way. There are times I want to runaway but I have a daughter so I can't. Even though I rarely get to see her. The one good thing is she is growing up to be like me and not her mother. I hope she finds the happiness that I have yet to find.
midnightrider454:
Continue to be the father your daughter needs and just enjoy the time that you do get to spend out alone or among friends. Keep kicking ass