mortae

*edit* shooting will be happening momentarily. just waiting for the camera's batteries to be charged. so, this idea is adorable, and you will all love it! be back later! *edit*

Cassie - Spin Psycho

...I don't get it.

anywho, i'm thinking a shoot is happening today. it all depends on if i can get some "alone time" with my photog in the backyard.

sooo...i finally found a wireless internet connection in my house that doesn't require a password. my neighbors are greedy with their internet...requiring passwords...but, I FOUND ONE it's slow as fuck, and it's hard to keep it for long, but i'll be able to surf the webs again

in other news, i've decided to take a break from modeling unless i'm being paid obscene amounts. i...
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*Sigh* I'm going to be without internet for a few days to a few weeks. I'm on my mom's computer right now, but only because she's not at her house

Anywho, thank you all so much for the support and whatnot. I'm still feeling bleh, but not as bad.

I cut my hand twice last night while cutting my maniquin's hair. Bled for quite a...
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just when things were looking good...

just when it looked like i was over my depression and anxiety....

today happened.



i think it's because i'm so exhausted from school and shit, that i just broke today.

i cried so hard...i had a panic attack. i couldn't breathe. i felt so...horrible. it hadn't happened in almost a month. that's the longest i've gone....

OKAY! so EVERYONE in the nor cal area HAS to go to the TEMPLE in SF for the SG party on the 10th! there's going to be tons of cool girls there, like my homies NIXON and TAYE. there will also be a casting call for girls who want to be SUICIDE GIRLS!!! there will be a lingerie fashion show and gogo dancing...you know,...
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my set should be going up tomorrow-ish, but i'm not sure. just keep checking back

OKAY! so EVERYONE in the nor cal area HAS to go to the TEMPLE in SF for the SG party on the 10th! there's going to be tons of cool girls there, like my homies NIXON and TAYE. there will also be a casting call for girls who want...
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okay, so me and taye decided that we're not going to submit the set, but instead send it straight to the member review section, so keep your eyes out for it!!!

and now, for real life world stuff:

cosmetology school is going great. i really love it a lot. i'm really tired during the day, though lol.

oh yeah! my grades for the semester:
chemistry:...
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sooo...i started cosmetology school today. we started on "shears control", where you stand in the cutting position and hold your shears out in front of you and cut the air over and over, the proper, controlled way...for over an hour. it hurts so bad. my right hand and shoulder are all sore...bleh. BUT!

i did get my mannequin heads (two brunette and a blonde), a...
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Taye is shooting my SG set in three hours...bleh, I am nervous. I'm going to leave soon, in case there's traffic going to SF. Wish me luck!

PS: Still poor. But, I cannot ask for my friends on here to donate me money. Oh well. And...I'd like to thank the SG below who kindly pointed this out to me. I would also like to say...
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Had a photoshoot yesterday with Daryl Darko. He all ready posted some of the pictures from the shoot. Can you tell I was tired and hungry? lol. It was my first photoshoot since I got over my cold. I don't think I was fully rested for it.

Anyways, I apparently cause drama. Yep. That's what some people tell me. I'm honored

*sigh* ...I am...
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