morrow

wow. i defintly never thought id say this.. but things actually finally worked out for me. my friend amanda, who is now my favorite person in the entire world, signed for the apt for me and i moved in two days ago. they still want the second deposit but i have a whole month to come up with it.. and my dad already said he'd send it!
its so crazy to go from being so low and hating everything to being so excited and.. happy.
already finished decorating my room. this is by far the best apartment ive ever lived in. i really hate tiny rooms.. and living somewhere crampt. not this place! my room is HUGE. i mean really huge. with a giant walk in closet ( i for some reason really want to make out inside it. cant explain why ) and private bathroom. then theres a hallway with tons of storage, melissa's room (my heavily tattooed, super pretty room mate) her bathroom, then the giant living room, kitchen, dining room and the patio. i feel so lucky to live in such awesome place. i really really needed this. the breakup with daniel was hard enough. now i have my new pup Jack with his adorable pug face and the coolest apartment ever. and i can walk EVERYWHERE. no more being trapped at home cause the last bus leaves insanly early. bars, resturants, vintage clothing stores, a ralphs.. its all here. nothing is more than 4 blocks away. i almost cant put into words how excited i am that this shit actually worked out. i really cant believe it did.
if i wasnt absolutely beyond broke for the next couple weeks, and had someone to snuggle up with on my uber goth canopy bed and watch the walking dead with, i would almost dare to say that life would actually be really really fucking awesome. in due time, in due time.