morricone2004

I agree w/ Ms. Kitten above.......I don't know you but you shouldn't let negativity consume you. You should always think positive no matter how bad it is.........seriously!!!!! Not that I'm not realistic, but you can't go through life being down like that because it will get the best of you!
So, why might you be glad that I'm here til 2/28? Cause after that I'm outta here!!!!!! What is it that you wish to inquire about moi? And to answer your question yes the SG's will contact you about the show just for you to show up & tip them. What do you think? Geeeezzzz!!!! After their gone I bet you'll NEVER hear from them again, unless they use to contact you prior to that!!!!! No, I will not be @ the burlesque show......I wouldn't be caught dead there!!!!!
Ciao~

You're right.

Driving home through the rain I am thinking and feeling good thoughts. I had a late lunch and read the paper and began to think out goals and options and realized I had many. When I am feeling down there are hundreds of things I can think about that can make me feel better about myself. What is the true psychology behind the emotions that unemployment brings on? Jobs? I am getting nuts over jobs? F that.

Began thinking also that this here journal is begining to look like the manifesto of misery. And thank you ativan101 I have always been naive and gullable since birth - of course it is about a "burlesque" show coming to nyc that a few decided to pop in and say hello. And also talk sex in the comment. How silly of me. I thought that I was actually attracting the models with my looks and depressing journals...Awwww what am I gonna do now! In fact, I am not getting anti-SG, it is a very cool site, however, I do not like the fact that everything you write becomes "their" property. Say you write something of worth? That is why I leave this for my worst writing and feelings...On my own I actually write like William Butler Yeats and have the mind set of the Dali Lama. Suicidegirls gets the worst I have to offer. That's right.

So what does happen to all your info and journals when you unsubscribe (which I intend on doing when my membership is up?)? Does it get stored? Deleted? What?

No burlesque! That's it! I won't be conned!

Now I am getting ready to help my father with a leak in the ceiling and I am movin' in!

I am so there...I will be doing a lot of imagining to get me throught this period.

Interview tomorrow for the part-time teaching gig. I will make it this time.