morricone2004

WOW, I'm wondering if having a bite to eat here in the city is considered a date in your eyes? I say this because I'm not up for the anal sex that will follow!!!!
I actually had a bunch of photos up of me, but I took them all down last weekend. To think you missed all that!!!!
HAPPY SUNDAY LUV~

Not really into Super Bowl Sunday - Rah Rah Rah RAh WOOOOOOOO! Who cares? Ball games, potato chips, chicken wings, cold beer, eating too much driving home wasted...Ahhh those were the days of wine and roses for me. Used to be a football player myself...love the game but much of the intensity is gone. I loved the idea of legalized violence against another person in an open field. I was never so sane as I was when I was playing ball. Now to deal with anger, frustration, fear, etc I just have a creative outlets. And when needed a therapist but I good therapist is so so hard to find and you need to pay (and most mental health insurance coverages suck and only pay 3/4 of the bill if you are lucky and you have to mail in your claim, and that 2 week wait for a poor ass like me used to be an eternity) most like 200 - 300 bucks or more for the "initial" "45 minute consultation" and then 150 bucks after that and then after the 3rd session you realize that the doctor totally sucks and isn't for you and now you are out close to 1000 bucks and the insurance pays half and you are out 500 bucks for good. No womder why we are all nuts! Shrinks are thieves, most therapist are, hence "the rapist."

Fuckin' a bummin around all day. Was supposed to see Perfect Score with Scarlett Johansen with a girlfriend of mine who wants to fuck her. Probably not Scarlett's best work, but I was willing to go for some mindless fun. After watching Cuba Gooding Jr in the so so embarassing "Radio" movie on DVD last night I would say any film in the theater now has got to be 10 X better. Was that movied fucking awful. No reason to make it - the black retarded dude wasn't lovable, didn't do anything special to warrant a film. They might as well make a movied about my retarded cousin Davey. Ridiculous.

Already watching movies. Put on Charlton Heston, the world's biggest ham and overrated actor, in the terrible adaptation of New Jersey's own, Richard Matheson's "I AM LEGEND." In the 1976 film took the liberty of changing the original story about the last man on earth inhabited by a world of vampires, to the last man on earth inhabited by a world of albino cult like creeps. Horrible. The Omega man changed the whole novel, but most importantly the creatures in the film aren't "Vampires" as they should have been! Shameful. Great book. And it needs to be done right. Did I write this before? Next up today will be "Ms. 45," the female "Death Wish" directed by Abel "Bad Lieutenant" Ferrera.

Interview tomorrow. I don't want the job really. Might have to take it, give in. Throw in the towel.