I am not a human, I am just some monster from the past, I lay waiting for the future, & then I'll have the grasp
to hold the things I never had, to tear apart all I see, to hold the holes wide open as the sky descends upon me.
If there is any forgiving, I know it's not for us, there is no going farther down the road, I am now completely lost. People may find their joys in the hearts and hands of others, but I still bleed all alone, and slowly submit to being smothered. If only the thaw would come sooner, I can not wait much longer. And if it's found as frozen as hell, the forests will still take me in, I will sit right down and shed my coat and give the world back my skin.
As a living hypocrite i grow weary of pretending I know how to function in the human world. All I know is unmatched empathy, growing greed and shutting down. This light grows dimmer as so called time keeps passing, and I cannot fathom a reasonable, believable, or sustainable means to the end. Perhaps I should go back to the beginning and see how it replays another time around.
So much to do, even less time than I started with, and a serious lack of motivation.....................
to hold the things I never had, to tear apart all I see, to hold the holes wide open as the sky descends upon me.
If there is any forgiving, I know it's not for us, there is no going farther down the road, I am now completely lost. People may find their joys in the hearts and hands of others, but I still bleed all alone, and slowly submit to being smothered. If only the thaw would come sooner, I can not wait much longer. And if it's found as frozen as hell, the forests will still take me in, I will sit right down and shed my coat and give the world back my skin.
As a living hypocrite i grow weary of pretending I know how to function in the human world. All I know is unmatched empathy, growing greed and shutting down. This light grows dimmer as so called time keeps passing, and I cannot fathom a reasonable, believable, or sustainable means to the end. Perhaps I should go back to the beginning and see how it replays another time around.
So much to do, even less time than I started with, and a serious lack of motivation.....................
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Good to hear from you!
I am doing alright, I suppose. Could be better, could be worse. Making the most of the shit pile that has been handed to me as of late.
And how are you doing aside from the lack of internet?