I think the reason I've been getting so depredded lately is the music I listen to. It gets pretty bad the week before I go home to see Bruce. Not that it's his fault or anything, that's just the easiest thing to latch onto. BUt yeah, last time it was radiohead. Profoundly depressing. Now it's smashing pumpkins. I used to lie in bed at night, high, listening to smashing pumpkins and loking at the glowing starts on my ceiling. I don't remember what I used to think about. I don't remember being depressed in high school, but I used to have anxiety attacks all the time. Everything was always so urgent and I could feel my heart beat fast. Sometimes it would be physically painful. Sheesh. I think I like this better. or maybe I hate it less.
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Very hot, but I wanted to say that I got so depressed from listening to Radiohead that I actualy threw the albums away.
I still think they are great, but I wont buy another album because self distruction should be avoided.
Music has a HUGE effect on the emotions, but that can be for good as well as bad.
Banjo music? Sure, why not.
Personally I go for Jazz or Punk to change my mood.
Whatever suits you.
Thats my 2 peneth (2 cents I guess, in the US)
If it helped good, if it didn't, what the hell!