I feel a little bit upset today.. It's raining a lot and it feels like winter.
I miss warm and sunny days.
Still no news ... No good things ... Who knows what October will bring.
This year I decided to not even celebrate my 25 years. Or at most with my love. As my birthday approaches, I become sad .. and not for the age that passes .. but for the memories.
It will be strange indeed one should rejoice because you grow up and perhaps more aware and responsible. I feel aware that I halt-ing. Maybe it's because I'm still not realized.
It would be nice if things go the right way .. but there are too many things that make me feel bad. I am looking for anything to make me feel good.
I will try to look for work again. I can not sit with folded hands. I will invent something because so I can not go on.
So please send me good vibes.. it means a lot for me.
I miss warm and sunny days.
Still no news ... No good things ... Who knows what October will bring.
This year I decided to not even celebrate my 25 years. Or at most with my love. As my birthday approaches, I become sad .. and not for the age that passes .. but for the memories.
It will be strange indeed one should rejoice because you grow up and perhaps more aware and responsible. I feel aware that I halt-ing. Maybe it's because I'm still not realized.
It would be nice if things go the right way .. but there are too many things that make me feel bad. I am looking for anything to make me feel good.
I will try to look for work again. I can not sit with folded hands. I will invent something because so I can not go on.
So please send me good vibes.. it means a lot for me.