morean

Over this weekend I found out my father wants to come into town to visit over Easter. I decided a long time ago I would not allow him into my life. Now out of the blue he thinks he can just waltz in and pretend everything is fine. Ugh

Part of me would love to see someone beat the shit out of him, and tell him to stay far, far away from me...and I am the kind of person who never really gets mad. I spend most of my time fighting to end the violence in our world, lol.

The last time I even heard of him, he was making a statement against mine in a very personal case within my family. His statement caused the crown to drop my case. It took me years to get the guts to bring a case against my family. In his statment he even said that he has always supported and believed my sisters and I. Bullshit! After he left the police station none of us heard from him again till now. Yet mysteriously, all of a sudden the perp in the family (who just happens to be my fathers brother) knew there was a statement against him at the police station, and had time to plan with his lawyer and refuse to talk when he was brought in. The police were counting on the element of shock and surprise when they arrested him. They even had pictured set up to show him and hopefully get a reaction. Ugh, the whole thing just makes me furious.

Does this man honestly think he can just pretend this is not between us, that when my sisters and I spoke out against the family he did not just drop us. Acted like we did not exist. I have a few days now to decide wether or not I am going to see him. I would love to confront him, but he is so good at manipulating all of us, I am affraid he will turn it around on me, and I will end up feeling guilty .

I will have to hope fro the best, and make sure not to let him ruin my weekend. I am still determined to have a good time. Chocolates and bunnies can never go wrong in my book.