Fuck you, 2010-2019

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I'm going to be super honest.

These past 10 years can go fuck itself. I've never had a worse set of years in my life then the last 10 years was & I'm still dealing with the aftermath they left behind. There's been many things (& I won't go into detail about it) that has screwed me up mentally, emotional, financially, physically, & all...
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aonbheannach:
This is a super post! Thank you for it.
mordredsnightmare:
Thank you for reading it! <3

End of the weekend rant...

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Very uneventful.

Trying to work out some personal issues. It's very frustrating but I've got to keep at it to work through it. I still have so much to pack before our big move on Tuesday. I need all the positive vibes I can get. Here's to a new year.

Sipping some chocolate milk in my wine glass. #savage 😂

🖤

Friday

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I was superrrrrr exhausted but I got new glasses & can finally see again!

Calling all music lovers

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Music

The thing that feeds my soul...

I'm going to be packing & moving throughout the next few days & I need some updated music to my playlist.
I'm into more of Rock/Alternative then anything. Bands like Set It Off, Panic! at the Disco are my top so similar to that.
But, i'm also big into heavier stuff like A7X, System of a Down, Hollywood...
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bronsonquick:
Going off some of the bands you listed in your heavier stuff I'll recommend the following: Sevendust, Faith No More, Muse, Queens Of The Stone Age, Soundgarden, Spiderbait, The Dead Weather, Arctic Monkeys, Rammstein, Deftones, In Flames, Rage Against The Machine and The Tea Party
mordredsnightmare:
I completely forgot about Sevendust, Faith No More, Queens of the Stoneage & Deftones! <3 I do have Muse, Soundgarden, Rage against the machine but i've never heard the others. I  will for sure check them out! Thank you! Currently binging Shinedown atm.

The best kind of days..

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Snuggles with the puppers, Magic The Gathering Arena with the hubby & a rainy night. How much more perfect can it get! 😍💜 How is everyone else's night going?

Something i'd really like to accomplish about myself in 2020...

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Ugh...

2020 is already upon us & i'm feeling the pressure I put on myself for things I want to change. One thing is certain, i'd really like to get in touch with my feminine side. The side i'd hidden away for so long (if I even ever had one). It's always been a darker side that i've shown through.
Make up, dressing nicer, taking...
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mordredsnightmare:
Thank you so much @phianixx. You're an inspiration to me. I want to eventually work my way up but for now I will for sure start small in my endeavours. The internet is a beautiful but chaotic thing that does overwhelm me. Sometimes I get lost on where to begin but I know I'll learn eventually. Thank you so much for the kind words. It was scary to put myself out there for the first time but I'm so glad I did & that they're are people like you out there. One day I'd like to sign up to be a sg hopeful & I know this will be something I look back on as a positive impact for that. 💚
phianixx:
Trust me, you have all the qualities of an SG and I know you can do it! I'm more than happy to help or if you have any specific ideas/avenues you'd like to try, i can try and make it less overwhelming?! Though, that might be overwhelming in itself and if so, I completely understand. Maybe have a think about what you'd most like to start with and if you need help there, let me know! 🧡

I need female friends to chat with. :( Being a loner is no fun!

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mordredsnightmare:
Thank you so much @phianixx & @jessieoops! You couldn't even begin to know how much it means to me. I don't have any friends other then 3 close immediate family members and sometimes it does get lonely & isolated. I try to make friends but I have severe social anxiety & get really weird when I try to make female friends. I'm a very sad person. :( lol
phianixx:
It's completely understandable, never feel any pressure, but I know what it's like! I'm the same, especially in person!! 🧡