A tear I cry once every night
everything is wrong, not the way I wanted it to be
I'm still stuck as I was before
Thoughts of suicide looming my head once again
Why was it too good to be true?
You lied to me
Why?
Thought you cared + loved me?
Was it all just an act?
You played your part perfect.
I did... Read More
Thank you. I hope I get it but at this rate its looking slim. I started cleaning BECAUSE of the storm. I had thunder and lightening, so I dont like to be on the computer when its like that so I closed down and I cleaned. When it let up a little I took a break and I went back on the computer.
Seriously...I told her we dont accept Discover the same exact way I tell everyone else and shes the first person to ever flip out...actually most peoples reactions are just "oh ok, no problem you take Visa/MC right?"
.....Yesterday before I went to sleep I wished so much I would never wake up . I slept for 13 hours. I even ignored calls to go hang out with friends. I dont know why, I just dont want to go outside to do anything.
...I haven't gone to work this entire week...
my birthday is this upcoming Tuesday and I could careless... I'll be... Read More