Lyrics:
In fear every day, every evening
He calls her aloud from above
Carefully watched for a reason
Painstaking devotion and love
Surrendered to self preservation
From others who care for themselves
A blindness that touches perfection
But hurts just like anything else
Isolation, Isolation, Isolation
Mother, I tried, please believe me
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through
I'm ashamed of the person I am
Isolation, Isolation, Isolation
But if you could just see the beauty
These things I could never describe
These pleasures a wayward distraction
This is my one broken prize
Isolation, Isolation, Isolation
OKay...I really like this song and the lyrics especially....So.... I got a car again finally. My first car since my last when I was in a car accident and only broke my wrist. Had I driven a foot or 2 more....I may not be here. I always get nervous at those fucking STOP signs. It's worse since I have OCD. I have to look both ways at least 3x when I myself know its clear but must do it before I may proceed. :shrugs:. I don't know what else to say. Gonna go take a shower for work. Work....oh yea so I've decided to give the girl at our warehouse a chance again. She does her job great....just me..full of hate.....I just want to give love to someone and get some in return. Would that be too much to ask for, big man or woman up stairs? life's too short....
I think I've gone missing in my own life.......does that make sense to anyone else....?