morbidnyckid

"Things I Deserve"

I want to die
Put a bullet in my head, then my heart
Hit me in the back with a God damn bat
Kick me, beat me, but most of all just kill me
Cut me open I want to see all my blood
Drag my fat, ugly anatomy to the bathroom
Fill the tub up with water
Drown me, drown me, please! Oh please!
Don't bring my head up until you see my legs stop kicking
Kick me, smack me, spit on me, give me another beating
I want it
I need it
I deserve it
Pull down your pants and piss on me
Look at me in the face and kick my fucking head in
Then stop and suddenly kiss me
Oh, the bliss I will feel
Hate and love...
Love and hate...
This is all my fate
Chizzled on to a concrete slate

....lol this is 1 of my fav