morbidangel

Things have been... strange. My life is changing so rapidly right now and I'm not altogether sure I like it. Some things are going well, others not so well.

I have to move this weekend since my housemate lost her job and we can no longer afford this wonderful 4 br house. Who wants to help? I'm going to be in a temporary living situation until June or so when I must make some decisions about my life.

I'm probably more confused right now than I have ever been in my entire life. There are so many roads open ahead of me and I'm not sure which one(s) I should take, if any of them. I want to choose this time, instead of going along with whatever fate serves me.

It's funny how different people's idea of what a relationship should be like or what is appropriate when involved with someone differ. I guess maybe I'm old fashioned. I don't know. When I'm involved with someone, I don't mess around with others and I don't hide the fact that I'm involved. I'm not in the relationship waiting for something better to come along. I give it my all. That's the only way I know how to do it.

Hope everyone is having a fucking awesome week!! Hit me up if you want to hang out soon. I need to spend less time at work.

Peace