moothejew

Things have been rough sadly. A friend of mine, my neighbor growing up, passed away last week, a friend of mine who has beaten cancer before has it again, as well as pneumonia, kidney failure, and gall stones.

It's a bit overwhelming honestly.

Had a great time last night at Sham-Rock Ink' Roll 3! Ended up staying later than planned to support my friend who entered the pinup contest and won it! Plus the guy who was playing photog for the event bailed on them and because I was there and taking pictures as well I was recruited for the job. Ended up at the after party with...
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Setting some goals for myself. Sadly I have a tendency for self destruction, which although I'm aware of I do it, I can't seem to stop myself. If all things go well, I'll be able to start posting happier status updates soon!

Things still suck for me right now. Dreams are starting to give me problems. Causing thoughts I'm really not happy with, but am strong enough to ignore.

I need to go see someone, maybe try medication. Depression has plagued me for too long.

Suddenly unsure of everything. Depression hit me like a truck today. I'm just sort of going through the motions. Not sure what to do.

We shall see.

So, an update for those who care.

I have recently lost my job in Ohio, forcing me to move back to WV to live with my parents. Not the most ideal of situations, but honestly, it gives me a chance to get my shit together. And I feel as if that's something I really need to do. I finished the move just Saturday, and now...
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I have a new crush, who is crushing back.

RIP Steve Jobs



As an almost exclusive apple user, and a fan, this is very sad new.

A quick update why not? Things are going well. Training is, as always, boring. But I've made a few friends and am starting to wrap my head around everything. Got my first test tomorrow, so we will see how I do. I feel fairly confident, but that could be a false sense of understanding. We shall see I suppose. Trying to figure out just when...
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I'm starting to get settled in here in Ohio. Things are going well, nothing really exciting to announce except that for the first time in a year I have high speed internet again, and don't have to rely just on my phone. I forgot what it was like honestly, and have to say I love nothing more than Netflix right now. Work starts on Monday,...
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