Well. Another silver course, come and gone. Not a looker among em... Well, one looker. But again, older and married.
Work is getting unbarable again. I'm hoping it's just them going through their cycle of blaming everything on one random employee for a couple weeks. But I just don't have the strength to deal with it. I'm very weak lately.
I dispise being at work, but I may as well be working because there's nothing else to do.
I can't seem to get a hold of anybody to hang out with.
I even had the chance to meet the Project Grizzley guy and my friends didn't call me! They knew I wanted to meet him.
Feeling a little abandon. I need some new friends.
Best day I had for a while was last weekend. My friend/crush and her mom were going to Ottawa and took me along. It was alot of fun. Good work out. Went to MEC for the first time.
We came back and stopped at the crystal mine at my dad's again. Because she's a geologist. I knew she'd get a kick out of it.
The next two days I spent sitting around playing video games. Had my buddy Zach over. It was fun, but I could have stood to have done something a little more active and social.
I can't wait to get out of this city.
But I need to find another job or hold out with the one I still have if I have a say in the matter, save up a bit more, then I can go in february.
Hopefully I'll be making it to Gala though. I'd really like to. I'm just worried about moneys if things go bad at work.
I really don't know what they'll do. They're so unreasonable, ignorant, oblivious, evil, greedy and just plain stupid.
So it could go any way. They might not even be considering firing me. They might just want to tell me I'm doing a lousy job. Which I might be able to improve on with a bit of feedback and instruction now and then.
I should get to bed. I don't know if they're going to try and call me in to work tomorrow.
I don't know if I'd go. I'm just too pissed off at them. They're so stupid.
Work is getting unbarable again. I'm hoping it's just them going through their cycle of blaming everything on one random employee for a couple weeks. But I just don't have the strength to deal with it. I'm very weak lately.
I dispise being at work, but I may as well be working because there's nothing else to do.
I can't seem to get a hold of anybody to hang out with.
I even had the chance to meet the Project Grizzley guy and my friends didn't call me! They knew I wanted to meet him.
Feeling a little abandon. I need some new friends.
Best day I had for a while was last weekend. My friend/crush and her mom were going to Ottawa and took me along. It was alot of fun. Good work out. Went to MEC for the first time.
We came back and stopped at the crystal mine at my dad's again. Because she's a geologist. I knew she'd get a kick out of it.
The next two days I spent sitting around playing video games. Had my buddy Zach over. It was fun, but I could have stood to have done something a little more active and social.
I can't wait to get out of this city.
But I need to find another job or hold out with the one I still have if I have a say in the matter, save up a bit more, then I can go in february.
Hopefully I'll be making it to Gala though. I'd really like to. I'm just worried about moneys if things go bad at work.
I really don't know what they'll do. They're so unreasonable, ignorant, oblivious, evil, greedy and just plain stupid.
So it could go any way. They might not even be considering firing me. They might just want to tell me I'm doing a lousy job. Which I might be able to improve on with a bit of feedback and instruction now and then.
I should get to bed. I don't know if they're going to try and call me in to work tomorrow.
I don't know if I'd go. I'm just too pissed off at them. They're so stupid.