I'm going stir-crazy. I want something to happen. Like I want to move out. It's probably going to be spring before I have the money to put a down payment on a house, assuming mom can pay back the $3300 she borrowed, and if I can't then, I think my buddy and I are just going to rent.
But I want out sooner.
There are alot of things making this complicated. If mom goes back to the states, and It's just her boyfriend and I in this house, I might have less of a problem living here. Because I think we can keep the place clean and I don't have to say I live with my mom. He and I enjoy chatting at dinner, and we can keep to ourselves the rest of the time.
Also, he usualy eats late, so if I do want to have someone over for dinner, alone, I can do that.
I love my mom. But I live with my mom, and she can't help but be my mom.
Also if she goes back to the states and I still move out with my buddy, my kittys can't come with, because he's alergic, particularly to long hairs, and Widget's skin condition makes things that much worse.
She sheds alot of dander.
I don't want to leave mom's boyfriend to take care of them, and for mom to take Widget six hours south, we'd need to sedate her.
Digger would do fine as long as he could see out the window. He'd have a great ol' time.
I also need to make more money, which means a second job, or I have to really start pumping out jewelry designs, spend any christmas/birthday money on equipment and start producing like mad.
Guh. I just wish mom could get a job that would pay her what she's worth, here in town.
I wish the crazy old lady who runs the jewelry store would hand management over to someone more capable and less greedy, then I could get more hours. I'm getting tired of things not changing. I need change.
Everything I just typed seems like a big, nonsensical jumble to me, and I don't really care. I just had to vent.
If mom hadn't lost her job, I'd have been out of here already. I'd have a heck of alot more of the money I had saved up, most of which I may as well never see again because it's being paid back to me as me not paying for household expences, which I would't have to do for this house anyway if I had that money and moved out!
Grrr....I need to go plot a way to get out of here.
Work at 4:00-9:00 today, then 9:30-9:00 tomorrow and 930-4 on friday. Not much in the way Davey-time for the next few days. I hope something fun happens on the weekend.
But I want out sooner.
There are alot of things making this complicated. If mom goes back to the states, and It's just her boyfriend and I in this house, I might have less of a problem living here. Because I think we can keep the place clean and I don't have to say I live with my mom. He and I enjoy chatting at dinner, and we can keep to ourselves the rest of the time.
Also, he usualy eats late, so if I do want to have someone over for dinner, alone, I can do that.
I love my mom. But I live with my mom, and she can't help but be my mom.
Also if she goes back to the states and I still move out with my buddy, my kittys can't come with, because he's alergic, particularly to long hairs, and Widget's skin condition makes things that much worse.
She sheds alot of dander.
I don't want to leave mom's boyfriend to take care of them, and for mom to take Widget six hours south, we'd need to sedate her.
Digger would do fine as long as he could see out the window. He'd have a great ol' time.
I also need to make more money, which means a second job, or I have to really start pumping out jewelry designs, spend any christmas/birthday money on equipment and start producing like mad.
Guh. I just wish mom could get a job that would pay her what she's worth, here in town.
I wish the crazy old lady who runs the jewelry store would hand management over to someone more capable and less greedy, then I could get more hours. I'm getting tired of things not changing. I need change.
Everything I just typed seems like a big, nonsensical jumble to me, and I don't really care. I just had to vent.
If mom hadn't lost her job, I'd have been out of here already. I'd have a heck of alot more of the money I had saved up, most of which I may as well never see again because it's being paid back to me as me not paying for household expences, which I would't have to do for this house anyway if I had that money and moved out!
Grrr....I need to go plot a way to get out of here.
Work at 4:00-9:00 today, then 9:30-9:00 tomorrow and 930-4 on friday. Not much in the way Davey-time for the next few days. I hope something fun happens on the weekend.
I hope everything works out for you and that your Mom gets a deserving job. (((((hugs)))))