WelI I got something of a pay stub. At least a breakdown of my pay so I know I'm not being ripped off for my hours.
I'm still kinda peeved because one of our employees went off to college but they still won't give me more hours... Well the manager and the jeweller were willing to but the crazy old bat of a store owner didn't want to.
It's so messed up there.
So when we last left our dashing young hero, he was going to go down town to see a girl he was quite fond of.
Back form working in a mine all summer, she was built.
Had all kinds of stories of living in a camp five hours from the nearest villiage. She just seemed so out of my league all the sudden. It's put me in kind of a downer ever since. At the same time I'm using it to get some closure and finaly put her out of my mind, which is all well and good but now I'm struggling to find something new to fantasize about.
I need that fantasy, something to hope for. Imagining that there is someone I could care about as much as I care, or cared about her.
On top of the fact that she had an expirience i wish I could have, she has a deffinite direction in her life when I feel like I'm at a stand still. I won't get anywhere if I stay where I am. I need to work for someone else eventualy.
After lunch with the girl, I went to one of the local drug paraphernalia shop and bought me a digital scale. then dropped into the shop I applied to in hiopes the smith would be there. No luck until thursday when I went down town. It was a quick trip. he's not looking for anybody. Which I wish I knew sooner.
So all this has given me the gumption to focus on my own projects again. I plan on having quite an inventory by the time the next art show rolls around.
I'm working on my freaky rib-cage pendant again and I'm putting together a very simple but attractive chain. It'll be about 50 grams og silver in the end. So it'll be pricey, and it's taking a long time because I'm melting down and milling my old scrap into wire stock, which takes a while. But if it sells i'll be able to buy three times as much silver already in the gauge of wire I need. I could make one in a day.
I want one for myself, and I'd love to keep the one I'll in the end have put a week's worth of effort into. But, again, I need it to get the money to make three more.
Also signed up for the firearms safety course next weekend. Looking forward to that. Afriad that somehow it's not going to happen. Can't think like that though.
I'm really sleepy. Been staying up in hopes I'd be able to get a hold of a sexy friend to spend the night with. But I don't think it's gonna happen. I should get to bed.
I'm still kinda peeved because one of our employees went off to college but they still won't give me more hours... Well the manager and the jeweller were willing to but the crazy old bat of a store owner didn't want to.
It's so messed up there.
So when we last left our dashing young hero, he was going to go down town to see a girl he was quite fond of.
Back form working in a mine all summer, she was built.
Had all kinds of stories of living in a camp five hours from the nearest villiage. She just seemed so out of my league all the sudden. It's put me in kind of a downer ever since. At the same time I'm using it to get some closure and finaly put her out of my mind, which is all well and good but now I'm struggling to find something new to fantasize about.
I need that fantasy, something to hope for. Imagining that there is someone I could care about as much as I care, or cared about her.
On top of the fact that she had an expirience i wish I could have, she has a deffinite direction in her life when I feel like I'm at a stand still. I won't get anywhere if I stay where I am. I need to work for someone else eventualy.
After lunch with the girl, I went to one of the local drug paraphernalia shop and bought me a digital scale. then dropped into the shop I applied to in hiopes the smith would be there. No luck until thursday when I went down town. It was a quick trip. he's not looking for anybody. Which I wish I knew sooner.
So all this has given me the gumption to focus on my own projects again. I plan on having quite an inventory by the time the next art show rolls around.
I'm working on my freaky rib-cage pendant again and I'm putting together a very simple but attractive chain. It'll be about 50 grams og silver in the end. So it'll be pricey, and it's taking a long time because I'm melting down and milling my old scrap into wire stock, which takes a while. But if it sells i'll be able to buy three times as much silver already in the gauge of wire I need. I could make one in a day.
I want one for myself, and I'd love to keep the one I'll in the end have put a week's worth of effort into. But, again, I need it to get the money to make three more.
Also signed up for the firearms safety course next weekend. Looking forward to that. Afriad that somehow it's not going to happen. Can't think like that though.
I'm really sleepy. Been staying up in hopes I'd be able to get a hold of a sexy friend to spend the night with. But I don't think it's gonna happen. I should get to bed.