moonrabbit

In my backyard, just now, there was a red cardinal, two bluejays and a b'nunny. The cats were going nuts and I wish I had a winde angle lense.

Is it just me or does the new SG news staff really suck? I mean suck big time.
All the reports are very biased, or else lacking in a point.
One sounded like they were just promoting somebody's friend's band, and this one just now about the hacker who has trouble playing video games is just kinda... Who cares? it doesn't even lead up to a witty comment at the end.

So on the way through the mall yesterday I ran into me old housemate/highschool crush. The housemate-ship ended really badly and I haven't seen her for about a year now.,
I've recently been wondering how long I can really hold a grudge. It would be pretty childish of me to carry it still.
Though the fact that something is childish has never been reason enough for me to stop doing anything.
But still. I mainly just lost respect for her because she went along with every stupid little scheme her ec-fiance came up with and because she stayed with him long after he quit his job and did nothing but take up more and more room in the house.
He was the one I really hated or rather still hate. I hated her too.

I still don't have much respect for her but I'm willing to let her try and earn it back.
I would like to say I'm not attracted to her physically any more, I mean when I thought back on it up until now I was repulsed by her. But damn. She did look pretty freaking hot.
You can't really make a decision like that unles they're in the room with you.
I think her stupidity will keep me from redeveloping a crush on her though.

I did a bit of old school hacking today. I'm quite pleased wth myself. I won't go into detail. I'm not even sure if it was technically ilegal.
But I got something I wanted onto my computer using external equipment.
It brings me as much joy as the thing I got.

Well one more shift at the grocery store and my boss isn't ready to take me on full time just yet. So, I might start looking for another job just to make up the loss. I just needed out of that photolab.
I might even work on weekends.
Just so I have money to throw around. As it is I'm only going to be able to put away $800 or less per month and that's living on bare minimum.

Me gonna go clean up a bit and see if I can get out of this LAN party my friend wants me to go to on the weekend.
That girl he introduced me to is going to be there and she's freaking me out.
If she's not normal then she wants to be and there's no way I'm dating anybody normal.