Speed, Cunning, chicken shit. That's what I'm made of.
Yes so friday came. I just about missed the 9:00 bus. But managed to get on in time. Sure enough she's there again... At the back of the bus. The social spot. The place where everybody wants to sit so it's harder to tell if someone's going back there just to sit next to you or what... All those seats just lined up... I should have done it.. But no. I hade to be cool and play hard to get sit up on one of the single seats... Why play hard to get? I don't even know if she's trying to get me?
I was kinda grumpy, tired and out of breath too. Not the best time for me to try to be flirty with strangers. I probably would have made an ass of myself... But I figured I'd see her again later on in the day when I was a little more attached to this plane of existance. If I knew I wasn't going to I might have risked it... So it cost me another week to learn my lesson...
This is a little too cliche for my liking. But where the hell else am I going to go to meet people. Quite frankly even if there were some sort of activity or club I could join that I'm not already part of, to go meet people. I don't really think I'd want to be with the kind of people I'd meet there. I like people with different interests than mine. Really when I get right down to it. Chance encounters are going to be the best way, and one of us is going to have to get the ball rolling.
Next week I leave the house awake and hyper and at the very least flash her a smile.... Mmm She's even got that girly kind of "I'm trying to be a man" kinda voice,.. It's so cute how they try... She really is going to be a lesbian I know it... The only time EVER that I hope I look and sound girly enough for her to make an exeption.
I was really kicking myself last night about it cuz I was stupidly lonely and feeling pathetic.
Today mom and I went around to some stores. I got some stuff to make more jump ring jigs. Thinking I might try to make another chainmail shirt of something using really small rings.
I've been playing this crazy game called Thing Thing.
It's stupidly fun, addictive and stress relieving... I've unlocked what I believe to be all the weapons and made 1350 kills in Survival mode.
Wow my life is dull.. Ok me go play more stupid video games.
Yes so friday came. I just about missed the 9:00 bus. But managed to get on in time. Sure enough she's there again... At the back of the bus. The social spot. The place where everybody wants to sit so it's harder to tell if someone's going back there just to sit next to you or what... All those seats just lined up... I should have done it.. But no. I hade to be cool and play hard to get sit up on one of the single seats... Why play hard to get? I don't even know if she's trying to get me?
I was kinda grumpy, tired and out of breath too. Not the best time for me to try to be flirty with strangers. I probably would have made an ass of myself... But I figured I'd see her again later on in the day when I was a little more attached to this plane of existance. If I knew I wasn't going to I might have risked it... So it cost me another week to learn my lesson...
This is a little too cliche for my liking. But where the hell else am I going to go to meet people. Quite frankly even if there were some sort of activity or club I could join that I'm not already part of, to go meet people. I don't really think I'd want to be with the kind of people I'd meet there. I like people with different interests than mine. Really when I get right down to it. Chance encounters are going to be the best way, and one of us is going to have to get the ball rolling.
Next week I leave the house awake and hyper and at the very least flash her a smile.... Mmm She's even got that girly kind of "I'm trying to be a man" kinda voice,.. It's so cute how they try... She really is going to be a lesbian I know it... The only time EVER that I hope I look and sound girly enough for her to make an exeption.
I was really kicking myself last night about it cuz I was stupidly lonely and feeling pathetic.
Today mom and I went around to some stores. I got some stuff to make more jump ring jigs. Thinking I might try to make another chainmail shirt of something using really small rings.
I've been playing this crazy game called Thing Thing.
It's stupidly fun, addictive and stress relieving... I've unlocked what I believe to be all the weapons and made 1350 kills in Survival mode.
Wow my life is dull.. Ok me go play more stupid video games.
tonkakatt:
I wanna ride your bus.
gangstaswan:
I agree with Tonka. I want to ride your bus ... and play with your hair.