moonmadness

2011---- The year is just about over so time to evaluate it and my part in it. As years go percentage wise, I rate this 95% sucks, 5% good. And 5% still might be to high when I think about it. What's good? I'm alive, I still have a job, but when you hate your job, does it deserve points? Being alive, my thoughts on that. I don't measure my success by how much money I made, a new car in the driveway, was I able to throw out last years furniture and buy new stuff. 'BUT' was I able to make a difference in someones life, even in a small way, did I touch anyone? As I think about it, I just don't remember any. Maybe because my memory getting bad with this Gluten sensitivity crap, ( which is one of the conditions ), maybe because the shit seemed to be deeper this year, I was more depressed, went back to college and failed that semester,,,F _ _ _, that really bothered me. But it's not about me. So guess I will contribute that 5% to my other two boys being healthy and moving in the right direction. But being the 'HOPELESS OPTIMISTIC' that I am, I wiil end by shareing the motto I live by. It could be better but I know it could be worse, so I'm doing good somewhere in the middle.