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Jenny is sad

Jenny is more sad than usual

One of my best freinds is moving to England to try and recover from M.E. (the disease not me personally)


Not much is making sense to me right now and I can't cry or do anything about it, she gave me this letter last night

"Dear Jen

I was just thinking about how glad I am to have met you, and how much I am going to miss you, not being nearby. You came into my life when I needed you the most. You are a truly wonderful freind and I hope you know how much you mean to me. I hope you know how "special" you are. I may be leaving and I don't know when I'll be able to come back, but I will and I WILL be better and I love you"

Now I have to go back to class for another 4 hours and sit in front of a computer and try not to think about how much I'm going to miss her


"the drugs don't work they just make you worse...
like a cat in a bag waiting to drown"

this sums up my mental state so well right now

I know this entry is as depressing as hell, but I just needed to vent and what else is a journal for?

hope everyone's well