montypython103

Being in love is the most frustrating experience I've ever had. I know Courtney (my lady) cares about me. But just getting out of a 10 year marriage, I know she's scared. Scared about the direction our relationship is inadvertently going, scared that she's going to hurt my feelings. And I don't know what to do. I almost feel like she's trying to distance herself...
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So this year will be the first year ever that i've had a girlfriend for v-day. I'm really excited. Gonna celebrate tomorrow with dinner and a show of my friend's bad. gonna be awesome. got my girl a cool zombie attack hoodie from think geek and a baby tee that says 'babe with the power'. we are such geeks!!! i'm so falling in love!

so.... Courtney came over about 630ish on new year's eve to my place. we chilled, drank some sam adam's winter lager (best beer ever btw) and i got the text from tina that she was ready to tattoo. so we went over chilled for awhile and finally got started about 9. Courtney held my hand for moral support, not that i needed it, but it...
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man i'm glad and done with being sick, none too soon too. can't party too hard but i still get to party. my bestie, tina, is gonna tattoo me finally tonite, pretty appropriate considering (pics forthcoming prlly tomorrow). gonna ring in the new year at her place with a bunch of friends. her car broke down so i drove her to work this morning and...
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holy fuck, its almost Christmas!! where does the time go?! watching princess bride, chillin on my day off. tomorrow is a busy day! interview for a much better job tomorrow morning, tattoo and The Tourist with my best friend, Tina. gonna be a good day. my birthday is coming up and i can't wait to party. its the one day a year i permit myself...
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i'm super stoned right now so this may sound...odd. but tonite was kind of a shitty night. this amazing woman i've been dating the last almost 2 months, said that she needs to be just friends right now. she has a shit ton going on in her life and the nice guy in me wants to be understanding and friendly, but the guy in me...
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right now i'm pretty fucking frustrated and i really have zero right to be. this awesome woman i'm seeing is just getting out of a 10 year marriage and i knew this going in. we had a serious talk today about how she doesn't want a serious relationship. totally understandable, i was nice, supportive and said that i didn't want to label what we had....
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So.... a couple weeks ago i met a girl. her name is courtney and we met thru a friend of a friend, kinda random actually. my friend chris and i went to our local bar hangout and ran into carrie and some people she was hanging with, courtney was one of them. carrie more or less pushed us together to flirt and chat, and she...
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Classes started up again today. so far so good, last quarter got 3 As and a B- things are going great!!! now if i can just find an attractive single woman and a job..... i'll be set!

time for a new blog post! last night i spent the evening with my ex... i'm not sure how i feel about it to be honest. I really cared for her but she ended it on stupid circumstances. she has a new boyfriend now but wanted to have dinner and chill with me, i'm certain just as friends, but i find it frustrating still.

making...
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