montreuxcat

Hiya, people. How's everybody doing?

You know... it really makes me sad that in today's world of pop music, it's considered a novelty to have an artist who ACTUALLY WRITES THEIR OWN MUSIC!!! Isn't that just... depressing? I mean, shouldn't all artists write their own music? Or at least be good musicians! Oh, well, so goes life. I'll get into the industry and change it all! Hah!

hehe, anyways. Today was neat, just slacked off at work all day. I like being a barista. It makes me feel hip, somehow. But I dunno, I have this whole... perfect image of myself that I feel I need to live up to. Not for anyone else's standards, but for my own... Like, I want to be this perfect combination of gentle and rebellious, of creative and logical... I want to be able to kick someone's ass, but also get into deep conversations with them. I want this perfect balance... of every side of me. Does that make any sense? Then I can never quite figure out.. am I already that person that I want to be? Or is it just this continuing ideal that I hold for myself?
::orchestral music swells::
(sorry, that last part was just too [unintentionally] cheesy)

Whatever. Listening to Miss Liz Phair. Going to go watch random flick until become motivated to leave house based on pure over-vegetation. Adieu! thanks for listening.