I have very hard life moment...
Including the world π
I have my own ones. And I'm fully destroyed starting from zero my life alone.
My dear husband betrayed me and changed totally into another person.
I tried talking to him a full year that if he feels the need to have another life, I won't be against and we can stay friends.
But he did very bad things he started lying and just cheating on me with a friend. Not even sexually, I was the home option. He just replaced me in many ways.
He continues abusing me by saying that "you understand it wrong its just jokes" even though I told him I don't accept such friendships .
We didn't had an open relationship. When I love I love fully one person, I am loyal and I'm really not interested into romantic talking with others. I don't go looking for affection from others while my beloved is at home without cuddles ...
I loved and enjoyed teasing and making nude erotic kinky content thanks to him. J was slowly discovering what I like. With him. Current world problem won't bring me anything if I continue making content and I need some time alone to be with myself start loving myself on my own. I really want to continue making content... even if I dreamed to start it making with him. I'm happy it didn't happen. To much to delete.
Hello new life, now I really really will try hard to reach out Canada π¨π¦