I'm finally all done with finals. Let's hope all went well.
Tomorrow I move out of the apartment. Packing and all that makes me feel kind of sad. It makes me realize that it's getting closer and closer to my departure. Which I dread. Ugh.
I'm having an insecure day today. I always compare myself to other people, which can get pretty depressing.
Right now I wish I were taller. And I wish England would sink. What do you wish?
And this thing.........
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Smack. And...hmmm...I got tattooed.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Do people actually make those?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.
5. What countries did you visit?
Surprisingly, none.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Sanity.
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Both times I got alcohol poisoning, because I'd really like to forget them.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I done good in school.
9. What was your biggest failure?
I'm not sure.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
See #7.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
I'm sure it will be Brian's Christmas present, in terms of 2005. And kittens!
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Mine?
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Pretty much everyone at some point.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Clothes, food, cigarettes, booze.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Seeing No Doubt.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
A lof of songs.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? If I wasn't about to leave, I'd be happier than I've ever been in my entire life. For real.
b) thinner or fatter? Probably about the same.
c) richer or poorer? Poorer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Hmm...
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Partying. Hair dying. Fighting with the boy.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With my family in the dirty dirty.
21. How will you be spending New Years?
Drunk, somewhere.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Well...I think it started a while before 2004. But yes, very much so.
23. How many one-night stands?
Zero.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Aqua Teen, Chappelle's Show, Family Guy, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Best Week Ever.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not really.
26. What was the best book you read?
Survivor or American Skin.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Umm a lot.
28. What did you want and get?
A L.A.M.B. bag, some independence.
29. What did you want and not get?
.......
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Eternal Sunshine, Kill Bill, Napoleon Dynamite, Dawn of the Dead
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned nineteen and I went to Colorado with my dad.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not being so ridiculously insecure. And being more well behaved in 2003.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
A mutant of various subcultures.
34. What kept you sane?
I was sane?
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Ryan Dunn.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
I'll give you one guess...
37. Who did you miss?
Umm...my mom. But I think the real question is, who am i going to be missing in 2005
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Hmm I don't know.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Think. Just fucking think.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"I should have noticed the beauty and not how it hurt, wet like a cherry in the bloodbath of birth"
Tomorrow I move out of the apartment. Packing and all that makes me feel kind of sad. It makes me realize that it's getting closer and closer to my departure. Which I dread. Ugh.
I'm having an insecure day today. I always compare myself to other people, which can get pretty depressing.
Right now I wish I were taller. And I wish England would sink. What do you wish?
And this thing.........
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Smack. And...hmmm...I got tattooed.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Do people actually make those?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.
5. What countries did you visit?
Surprisingly, none.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Sanity.
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Both times I got alcohol poisoning, because I'd really like to forget them.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I done good in school.
9. What was your biggest failure?
I'm not sure.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
See #7.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
I'm sure it will be Brian's Christmas present, in terms of 2005. And kittens!
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Mine?
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Pretty much everyone at some point.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Clothes, food, cigarettes, booze.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Seeing No Doubt.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
A lof of songs.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? If I wasn't about to leave, I'd be happier than I've ever been in my entire life. For real.
b) thinner or fatter? Probably about the same.
c) richer or poorer? Poorer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Hmm...
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Partying. Hair dying. Fighting with the boy.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With my family in the dirty dirty.
21. How will you be spending New Years?
Drunk, somewhere.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Well...I think it started a while before 2004. But yes, very much so.
23. How many one-night stands?
Zero.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Aqua Teen, Chappelle's Show, Family Guy, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Best Week Ever.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not really.
26. What was the best book you read?
Survivor or American Skin.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Umm a lot.
28. What did you want and get?
A L.A.M.B. bag, some independence.
29. What did you want and not get?
.......
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Eternal Sunshine, Kill Bill, Napoleon Dynamite, Dawn of the Dead
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned nineteen and I went to Colorado with my dad.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not being so ridiculously insecure. And being more well behaved in 2003.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
A mutant of various subcultures.
34. What kept you sane?
I was sane?
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Ryan Dunn.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
I'll give you one guess...
37. Who did you miss?
Umm...my mom. But I think the real question is, who am i going to be missing in 2005
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Hmm I don't know.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Think. Just fucking think.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"I should have noticed the beauty and not how it hurt, wet like a cherry in the bloodbath of birth"
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I just dropped over to make sure that you knew about the New Year's Eve Party that we are working on for Pittsburgh.
Never compare yourself to another...it always leads to disaster. Your to beautiful and lovely to do that to yourself.
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
New job...one it's a better place and two it's where I met my girlfriend
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no and never
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No
5. What countries did you visit?
none
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
be less poor and alot more healthy
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
meeting Jenny, because she has been such a light in my hectic and sometimes depressing life that I've been waiting for.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
again the job thing (how sad is that?)
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not going back to school when given the chance
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
OMG yes...I was recently diagnosed with myclonic epilepsy and a defective thyroid gland. And I have bi-polar disorder. Oh, then I had a 60lb weight fall on my foot at work and was limping pretty badly for about a week.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
DVD's I suppose
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
My mothers...she;s been putting on a good strong front since finding out about her father's cancer and my endless array of illnesses.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
My ex-boss, she was a real bitch and had no people skills
14. Where did most of your money go?
rent and bills
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
the first day screening of Aliens vs. Predator
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Many...since the girlfriend has been a big influence on me these past few months I would say lots of emo music from a mixed tape she made me (the Postal Service, Brand New, Dashboard Confessional, etc.).
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? happier
b) thinner or fatter? lost weight somehow
c) richer or poorer? about the same
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
speant time with certain friends of mine
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
being lazy
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
alone
21. How will you be spending New Years?
same as everyone else
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
yes
23. How many one-night stands?
This year? none.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Lost, hands down
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
for once...no
26. What was the best book you read?
Romance of the Three Kingdoms
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
that I like emo
28. What did you want and get?
When I said "I love you" she said the same
29. What did you want and not get?
a new car
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Aliens vs. Predator
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
went to my goth club with the few friends that cared to show up...27
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not being so sick
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
my own...though my girlfriend says I wear far too much balck and grey
34. What kept you sane?
can't be sane when you don't have sanity to begin with
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Kirsten Dunst....yummy
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
why did that asshole get re-elected?
37. Who did you miss?
my best friend Renee
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Jenny
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
your true friends will be there for you no matter how bad you fuck shit up
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
"and true it may seem like a stretch, but its thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away when I am missing you to death." -the Postal Service(such great heights)