monroe

So, this song is on the Christmas playlist at my work and I sort of love it:

It's so bittersweet. You can ignore the weird xmas montage in the video; I couldn't find a good video of them playing it.

Speaking of work, I'm pretty sure I'm going to get fired in the near future. Like for real. I've never been fired before, nor have I ever even really gotten in trouble at a job before. Until this one. Corporate retail and I just do not mesh well I guess.

I'm getting an IUD tomorrow and I'm a little nervous about the insertion. But excited to not have to worry about taking a pill every day.

I decided since I'm kind of broke, I'd make pet portraits for the family for Christmas. They're not really coming out at great as I'd hoped. I don't usually paint animals. Just bewbs.

I've been feeling very unmotivated lately. And dissatisfied with nearly every aspect of my life. I guess I've had these big expectations for my life that aren't materializing, despite my best efforts.