Here is some photodocumentation of Thursday night. The night began like this:
And ended a bit like this:
(Flattering, no? Crashing other peoples' photos when I have been imbibing is basically my favorite pastime.)
And there was a lot of this in between...
It was fun. Two awesome girls Mandi and Jlea and their equally awesome two dude friends stayed at my apartment. We stayed up all night talking and having TI-Wutang-Project Pat-all the other ridiculous music I could possibly force them to listen to dance parties. Then it was omlettes and Nada Surf for breakfast. The whole thing made me feel kinda dumb. I know that I'm not stupid but just listening to their conversations made me realize how limited my knowledge of music and other worldly things is. I know that I'm not dumb though. I can be a little scatterbrained, yeah. But I feel like people tend to perceive that as dumb. It's an issue I have. I guess people think this because I go out a lot. My freshman year of college, these people told one of my friends who is more conserative than I am that she shouldn't hang out with me because I'd just bring her down because I go out and drink all the time and blahblah. Which is true. I do go out. I do drink perhaps a bit excessively. But I go to class. I've made the dean's list almost every semester. I'm not a bad person. And I'm not fucking dumb. Anyway, maybe it was the Nada Surf (which Brian loves) or maybe it was the lack of sleep but I was pretty bummed all day yesterday for a reason I couldn't exactly pinpoint. I'm fine now though.
When I talked to Brian he said that he might be able to call me today but no such luck. I know it's not his fault but it's frustrating. I hope he really does end up coming home Wednesday. He needs to get back so I can get my life figured out. HA. That's about the most selfish thing I've ever said. But I hate it when people ask me what my plans are for when I graduate and I don't know! Because a lot of that depends on him. I worry about what it's going to be like when he's home too. Is he going to be different? In a bad way or a good way? Is it going to feel weird being around him, like I'm hanging out with a stranger or will it just feel like we picked up where we left off?
So much of this ? right now and so little of this ..
Hmhmhmh
Burn update!
Oh...and this is how I lure kittes in
Yeah its too big you can ctrl+click/right click to see my little bearcat.
with candy from Connielingus. Lock up your kittens cause the cat lady is on the loose!
and yes, people in myspace are IDIOTS!