monroe

This:

I'm in training to become as cold as ice
I'm determined to protect my feelings, to disguise
And when I said I didn't love you, I told you a lie
Because there is no one above you though I try
I wish my heart was cold
But it's warmer than before
I wish my heart was as cold as the morning dew
But it's...
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Hi.

Let us first discuss my future husband:

This remix blows until 2:45:

Thanks to AndP for the tip.

I had a really nice day on Thursday. Met up with my girl Liz and her bff Andrea for an early dinner. Andrea is from Italy, so we call him The Eyetalian. Everything he says is bizarre and hilarious. For instance, when completely out of nowehere...
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Hello there.

I've been feeling a little better, I guess. My appetite is returning slowly but surely- I'm back over 100lbs for the first time in about a month! I even had a couple day stretch where I didn't cry at all! Amazeballs! I run the gamut of emotions every day though, usually. I wake up in a bittersweet mood, full of love and longing...
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Shit is fucked up. Like super fucked up. I don't know what else to say. I'm thankful for my friends who go out of their way to cheer me up and get me out of the house. And my family for helping me out, and my dog for being the greatest thing ever. My heart is broken. So much bullshit, so many excuses, without facing...
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You weren't perfect but you made life worth it.

I am really not good at this shit. I hurt so deeply. I feel like I'm walking around with a big gaping hole in my chest all the time.

I've been talking about my little business venture for a few months now, and it is thisclose to coming to fruition- my auctions will be up on ebay by the end of the week! It would mean the WORLD to me if you guys would "like" Downtown 500 Vintage, and share it with your friends if you're so inclined. If twitter is more you...
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Today was the first time I've turned my computer on in a week. I'm scared to see how many unread items I have in my Google Reader. It's hard to accept that life keeps going on, despite everything falling to pieces like Patsy Cline.

My heart is breaking, for the millionth time. You'd think it would start to hurt less after all the times we've...
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