Monday Sep 23, 2013

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An idea has been stalking me and I have been running from it like I am being chased by a pack of wild dogs.

But I am tired of running.

I can hear them now gathering in the darkness, ready to launch the final assault.

They will bring me down with their fangs and contained within those glistening, sharp white teeth is the truth, what...
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rabidbuttons:

hughug

Monday Aug 19, 2013

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Life is often a strange journey.

I look back at where I have been, the twists and the turns that have got me to this point.

The happy times and the sad and I wonder?

How the fuck did I get here?

So I have to remind myself that there is no point looking back.

I can't change anything but the future.

Saturday Jul 13, 2013

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So, I have just had my Birthday and for the first time in who knows how long I did not have a drink to celebrate, despite buying a bottle of Sailor Jerry's.

I have now been sober for 8 weeks and I am feeling pretty good about that.

I got to spend the day with some close friends and my Dad and they were...
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crimsonpetals:

So good to see dude, sounds like you've really got a handle on shit smile Giving up alcohol last year for a while was one of the best things I ever did...made me realise I can enjoy peoples company without having to get shitfaced!!!! smile I enjoy a few drinks still hehehe but I don't drink any where near as often, or as much in one sitting!!! Don't miss those alcohol blues I get afterwards either.

crimsonpetals:

Kinda funny reading my last comment on your blog considering how tanked I got on Friday hahaha was good that you came biggrin Hope you had fun!

Tuesday Jul 02, 2013

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I have gone nearly 6 weeks with out consuming alcohol.

Considering last time my relationship went terminal I was drunk every day that I wasn't at work and not in a good way, this is quite a positive turn around.

I am slowly getting my life on track, I have 2 more shifts at work (hoping not to kill anyone during this time) and...
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cybele:

Happy Birthday, good sir!

Wishing you well. ♥

chazstrummer:

Happy birthday!

Wednesday May 29, 2013

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I treaded cautiously through the jungle of emotions and love, fearful of becoming lost again.

The jungle meet my every step and welcomed me like the old friend that I was.

Before I knew it I was entangled and and I felt loved.

But once again the girl has fled.

Gone in the blink of an eye with no warning, leaving me empty.

But the...
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Wednesday Apr 03, 2013

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Greetings,

I have just spent a week in Byron Bay chilling out and listening to music and I have come back refreshed.

I am feeling more like myself, I did drink while I was there but now that I am back in Brisvegas I will be continuing to detox, so that means healthy eating and no alcohol for awhile, it really helped me feel better...
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cybele:

When it comes to matters of the heart, it really can be so difficult to keep oneself protected...because, ya know, "the heart wants what the heart wants," as they say. Caution always seems the wisest approach, though, I think. smile

Wishing you the best.

haylie:

blush

Saturday Mar 16, 2013

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Sometime over the last two months I lost my mind.

I guess things have been building for a long time, late last year I was diagnosed with depression. Medium high to high levels, the Doctor offered me medication straight away which I declined.

It was nice to actually know that there was something going on with me,I felt a sense of peace. I have...
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bigbadwolf:

Hang in there man..i can't say i know exactly how you feel but i know where you're coming from.

terome:

*hug*

Tuesday Mar 12, 2013

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The darkness is closing in on me,

The waves are crashing over me and I am struggling for breath.

I fight every day to survive this, but I am tired.

I am brutally honest here because I can be.

It hurts to hold my breath this long.

But I am still fighting .......... and always will be.
crimsonpetals:

*huggles*

chefdaddy:

fight on.

Wednesday Mar 06, 2013

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The sun is finally shinning here, I don't know how long it is going to last but I am going to enjoy it while I can.
chefdaddy:

Hooray for the sun. I know it is summer where you are but here it has been grey for months. It always gets the wife down. I can't wait for spring. It sounds like you life can use a bit of sun right now

Friday Mar 01, 2013

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The worst thing about really liking someone ( or falling in love with them ) is you want to share everything with that person.

Your favorite movies, music, foods, drinks, cafes and places ect.

So when that relationship ends all those places and things are just a reminder of that person, its like walking into a room just in time to see them walk out the other...
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