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Thursday Aug 25, 2005

Aug 25, 2005
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words arnt really comming to me right now. my brain is spinning much faster than i can keep up with. and honestly this entry isnt really for you. sometimes if i try to explain my self, i can attempt figure out what i actually mean.

things are not good right now and thats putting it mildly. im dissapointed in myself and am relying too heavily on the acceptance of others. i need to find a way to remove myself from my own misreable company. ive become a bad influence on myself, and unfortuately realizing this only makes me dislike myself more.

i need a period of distaracton. something to keep my mind off of my own self loathing. i need to be able to concentrate and focus and start caring about something. but its so hard to find anything worthwhile.

everything seems dull.
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bunny:
As cheesy as it sounds, I found this to be this quite uplifting!! biggrin
Aug 26, 2005
bunny:
Also, it was pictured in Al's newest set, so really, it can't be all bad! wink kiss
Aug 26, 2005

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