monkeypox

this is just not my year. so far 2008 has been filled with false hopes and broken dreams. its really weird. amazingly good opportunities seem to present themselves just to get my hopes up and disappoint me. i cant seem to rely on anyone to do anything of consequence, but take advantage of me. its unusually sinister out there.

this is not to say that this year is completely void of positive events and or people. the scale just seems dramatically tipped when it comes to anything meaningful or long lasting.

i guess thats just the way the cookie crumbles sometimes, but let me tell you, this is one shitty cookie!

boo.