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Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

Oct 4, 2005
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i woke up to thunder
like old men writhing
in tombs, dust and decay
like dark creatures under the lake
like you, when you go away
i woke up triumphantly black
and shrieked his name
and remembered
suddenly
that i didn't
give
a fuck
about you

but i am so fucking tired
sloppy haired messy faced
can't stand up
skipping time
missing girls
missing love
miss connection
want to drink
but rather sleep
death to demons
dreaming deep
i miss the stained glass kiss
we shared on every street

thank god for your smile
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rodan:
really?

Mind you it took me years (literally) to track them down - I kept hearing "Bury my lovely" but I could never find out WHO it was, but there's a decent chunk of people out there that are into the band - even the reconstituted version sans Mary Fahl....
Oct 4, 2005
noir:
Breaking into Ireland is harder than I thought.

The socks have a $10 bid on them. I'm ending the bidding tonight at 10, so if you or your wife decide you/she can't live without them, now is the time to make your move. kiss

Getting high isn't really my thing, but I do like to drink some.
Oct 5, 2005

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